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Sunday, November 27, 2005
MY COMPLAINS To be frank , I had enuff of those stupid things u say n do . If you realli treat me as a fren or so called " buddies " , I wont be tat disappointed n sad. Dun come n bullshit with me n say wat da jia dou shi hao peng you dou shi sister . Dont tag at my tagboard or tell me saying tat " we are always frens n I will be there for you whenever u need me . " Cause when i feeling dwn , lost , confused , scared .. NONE OF YOU ARE BY MY SIDE !! And when i approach u for help what i get is more disappointment. Just now I was feeling damm low , I was trying to find help yet I couldnt pick up the phone n call u guys . You go ask yourself why I couldnt pick up the phone and call u ? The world isnt black n white tat simple neither it is colourful which is so beautiful . The real world is a place there is pack of lies , disappointment and betrayal . Couldnt one of u sense my unsecured n helpless ? PPL WHO MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE . > David Ho My x edo manager. Though he is older then me by 8 yrs yet I feel no generation gap between us. He is like a fren who teaches me lotsa of things enabling me matured between these two yrs. Though he sets some bad example to me like --> smokin , scolding the F*** word , being damm late for work . Other then tat he is a realli nice person to learn frm . He is like a big brother to me and protect me from others and get it back for me when others tried to take advantage of me . He tell me nt to test for sincerity of others when befriending . And more of these life skills which I cant learn any where else. And lotsa more which I think tat I couldnt finish even I fill up this whole page. I just wanna like to say a big thank you to you , david . > Some idoitic ppl who are still in my life Ppl who made a difference in my life nt only means tat they had done a good thing to me . It aso might be something bad they had done to me which me made me learnt more. You idoits had done so much things to disappoint me and hurt me . But a big thanks to that , you idoits had made me learnt how to handle with u stupid idoit in my later life and how to handle set backs. So " thank you ". > My x band mates Though I quitted band long ago but the memories I had is still tat fresh . Thrgh band I learnt how to endure thrgh hardships and nt to get proud when achieving smth. As there is always someone better then u and u have to push yourself to another threshold. a-hahs. I tink all bandmens shld agree with this ba. lols. Enuff of those , I shall make a abrupt ending now as I dunno wat to add on. Ciaox. Friday, November 25, 2005
Listening to : nth To me , I am glad that I found a good job that doesnt require much. Hmm , the rest are quite unhappy with their jobs. But I must say that my job is quite monotous .. Meaning I am almost the same old thing every day but it keeps me occupied . But everything else is fine. Collegues are realli nice ppl who will help you whenever they can. erm .. I dunno what to say abt my superiors .. Well , they are nt tat demanding towards me maybe I am still new ? Okies , let me describe wat my position require me to do . I am working at a company named SMARTVOICE , then this company call out to ppl to get some deals done. What I am require to do is to check the call list , record stuffs and some admin stuffs. Veri simple. Well , it might be confusing at first but when you get hold of it then everything is alrite. enuff of my work life lets get to some other stuffs. On my way back hm , saw a drunkard at the bus stop . I find him quite scary . lols. See him drunk until like tat I was thinking that maybe he was just feeling dwn becos he gt a retrench or just being jilted ? Alot of things will set me thinkin .. For example like the drunkard.. I am talking nonsense . jUst ignore me. +wanpIn+ `` all rights reservedddd`` Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Listening to : Ai de tian guo , Cydni wang I dunno how to put my thoughts in words. I am stumped for words. Perhaps it wasnt meant it for me for the first place ? Perhaps my thoughts are correct . Okies , I know u guys dunno wat am I tokin abt right . lols . Lets get back to something which you all might noe . hahas Firstly I would like to announce smth !! That is ... MY 'O's ARE OVER !! lols. ya lohs.. After making me burn the midnight oil every nitex finally its over !! In addition today is one of my JCAPS sisters de bdae !! KOH LING FEI HAPPI BDAE YA !! aka potassium koh . lols.. * dunno why suddenly think of this potassium thingx. erm.. having a bbq tml aso. Shuo dao na ge bbq , u guys shld be happi right bcox of my mom u guys dunneed to pay the addition $5 .. lols. Cox my mom decided to pay the rest of the money for us . hahas. Then startin work on thurs . Wish me good luck ya.. Dunno wats going to happen. What it comes i shall accept. Tokin abt the Jcaps .. I think its no longer tat way anymore ba .. Though I agree that we shld bare our hearts infront of each other but i aso dunno wat to say .. hmm. I shall end here ba.. +wanpIn + `` all rights reserveddd `` Saturday, November 19, 2005
Listening to : Er zhuo ju Think about it again ? We used to have happi memories together , shared weal and woe before . Yet this relationship is so " bu kan yi ji " . I know no matter how much ppl say or persuade it will nv change. After so many things happened during these years , I had learnt not to get so emotional . In the midst of quarrell , you might just think n think abt all the bad things that he/she had done to you . well , tats normal . But after sometime , take some time n cool dwn n anaylse the problem again. Is the thing worth getting so damm angry , getting yourself in a foul mood , cursing each other ? If you are able to think again calmly , the problem dun seems tat " big " as you think afterall ? In the quarrell , everyone is at fault . Both is to be blamed . If one party dun get so emotional the fight wont begin . You might say that " hey , is he/she who started it first hor !! " but once again , if you dun get so emotional will the another party is able to get u started ? think again. Ren shen duan duan ji shi nian. After a blink of eye , a year had past again. Why not cherish wat you have now n try to get over it ? +wanpIn+ `` all rights reserveddd `` Thursday, November 17, 2005
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6YxFJpu1kro Hao aI haO xIang ta MV a.k.a Wang zi bian qing wah de another ending. damm sad . sobx. Watch le confirm cry one. Beware . ListenIng tO : hU se KOng jIan , Xiao zhu Decided to blog after not blogging for such a long time besides tat I had changed a new layout again . hahs. Two more papers then my 'O's is over.. Finally !! No more burning of midnight oil !! Actualli quite looking forward to my first day of work which is one day after my 'O's which is aso my dad's bdae . Still dunno wat to buy for him ya .. Anyway , he had just came back frm Korea without buying anything for me !! * got la , two pairs of earring .. nvm la , better then nth right ? Actualli I told him to buy me the Escada perfume but he say he couldnt find them . I tink i gotta to get them when i get my first pay ba .. Not joining the rest at the chalet this time round .. But nvm , I am nt disappointed or sad . Cause I wasnt looking forward to it in the first place ? No la , i dun mean anything just tat I have to work and even before i started earning money i begin to " waste " money ? Besides tat dad's bdae is on the second day of chalet . Therefore I didnt go for it .. " YOU BETTER MEAN WHAT YOU SAY !! " we often say this to ppl but once again can we do it ourselves is another problem . I find tat sometimes we critise others on somethings like he cant dance well , Her dress is horrible ...But in the first place can we do better then them or did we did the same mistake as them before ? If the ans is yes why are we complaining abt others ?And recently there is alot of things keep on bothering me . I kept thinking abt wat some had tok to me abt . But the more I ponder , the more I get disappointed . I wonder how are we going to stay as life long fren while we start to have problems with each other besides tat we are still not lived till half of our life. Friendship nowadays is priceless ; priceless in wat sense ? priceless tat is bcox it cannot be replaced or priceless is bcox it dun worth anything ? Its up to one to decide . +wanpIn + `` all rights reserveddd `` Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Listening to : nth In the process of 'O's . So far so good . But I must say tat this yr chem is damm easy lohs. Also dunno why so easy . Ah tan aso say dunno wats wrong with the cambridge .. lols . erm .. My greatest fear of all is my maths ba . Other subject ok la I dun mean that I will score la but ok la .. Should can pass la .. As for my ss , sure die de la . All I study nv come out lohs . Lucky tat the SBQ is easy man . Mr hamid's prediction cannot be trusted !! Always wrong de lohs . I should trust myself man . I should study Venice shldnt listen to others and study Health n edu .. haiya , nvm la over is over le. Everything is set . Hmm. A funni incident happened today at the examination hall. There is one butterfly which is flying in circle at the hall and suddenly I was pondering where it did it fly to .. Then when I turned my head to my left I just couldnt stop laughing .. The butterfly was on the guy's shoulder .. Then Guo an n me couldnt stop laughing .. lols .. Then the worst thing is tat he dunno abt it !! Then the examiner walk past him n saw the butterfly and couldnt stop giggling also .. The examiner walked up to the chief examiner then when she came back guess wat she say to the guy ? " Boy , Dun be afraid there is something on your shoulder .. " the guy just patted his shoulder and carried on with his work .. You should be there is witness the whole senario man .. Its is damm funni .. hahs. I shall end here and carry on some other time . Take care . + wanpIn + `` all rights reserveddd `` Friday, November 04, 2005
Listening to : Shan hu hai , Jay chou You are born with a mouth for you to speak is not there for decoration okies . Please speak when there is a need and keep your mouth shut when you are nt needed . Or you are not able to anaylse when to talk or when do not ? There is no much time left now , after our Os we all shall go our own ways n might nv meet again why dont you all make you n my life better . Making those unneccesary stuffs making everyone upset ? November Choppin . The best and most featured album of the year . Its worth the wait man . I guess everyone agree with me right ? Though I am not into the Zhou shi feng [ jay's fan .. something like tat ] but I realli like this album alot ! *thumbs up !! Example like " Nocturne " better known as ye qu , " Shan Hu Hai " n " Fa ru xue " are my fave .. Nice man. Also dunno wat to add on le. + wanpIn + `` all rights reserveddd `` |