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Thursday, May 31, 2007


ELLOS earthlings. Sorry for the lack of updates recently. I was kinda of busy with work and stuffs. Went IKEA few days ago with dave, again. All the above especially the meatballs is a MUST EAT whenever I go IKEA okays ? The chicken wings dont taste that great afterall. But the fish set meal belando is nice lah !! The orangey sauce look like some kind of thousand island sauce right ? But it taste spicy and it is so addictive that I couldnt stop !! HAHA. And dave complained me is eating abit too much that day. Well.. I only ate a tuna puff that day and it lasted me till ard.. 6pm ? Damm hungry can ?! Anyway, my legs wasnt mine after that day. From town to IKEA to suntec to MS to citylink to suntec again. DIE. I am a personal shopper to dave and he ill treats me badly(as if). It was real fun shopping with him lah . We were having truckloads of rubbish stuffs and craps to chat abt. HAHA.

Everyone is going ZOUK today. I supposed to be there too. But, I am too shag to party all night long alrd.

I saw the disappointed emotion written on your face today. A moment earlier we were chatting happily we are going 'JAPAN' together. And a moment later, you arent going.

And all the bad emotions STOPPPPPP here. =)

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Monday, May 28, 2007



THANKS DAVE !! I like it plenty much. HAHA. I am looking forward for our shopping spree =)
3 days of school this week. AND !! I dont need to face the moronic class this week which I dreaded. tsk tsk.

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Friday, May 25, 2007


Had you heard of the new drink called "Whatever " and "Anything" ?

I find it so amusing.
Their ad is like kinda of giving ppl some misleading hints anyway.
And I suddenly thought of one senario and I think its god damm funny.
Imagine this,
Your fren asked you what you want to drink.
You replied " whatever/anything"
And he/she got you the "whatever or anything drink" while you meant everything will be fine.
DAMM FUNNY LAH.
Next time I shall try it on my friends when they ask me to buy drinks.
First target, LF. Cause she is "shui tong" LOL. Dont tell her this. SHH.

And did you notice that the cans which were originally attached on the bus stops were removed ? Cause there were complains that they are causing enviromental problems such as " opened cans posed possible dengue hazards, collecting rain water " HAHA. But I think their way of getting to the public of advertising is good lah. It leaves a deep impact in one. I remember FCUK did smth like this , I cant really remember is fcuk or other lah. hahas. Their way was more even bombastic then this. REALLY. This is considered small case liao lohs !!
Read more abt Whatever and Anything on http://anything.com.sg/

And gerome is crabby !!

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Let the time stop here, dont move on.

My head is filled of you. HAHAS. It sounds ridiculous to me. Stop it. Its nonsense.




Thursday, May 24, 2007


THE IRK

Had you ever woke up and thinks that people ard you are sucha a nusiance and wanna to run away frm them ? And every single thing they do just IRK you off ? But if it was another person, you wont mind it that much. If so, you had contracted THE IRK. Dont worry this is another "illness" that modern people contract. But the most troublesome thing doesnt stop here. THE IRK only takes one day to take over your rational and everything but takes maybe hours , days , months or even years to go away. And sad to say, the only way to cure it.. YOU HAVE TO TELL THAT PERSON ON FACE TO FACE. But somehow, you just cant pluck up the courage to sms, call or even talk to them . THE IRK, is a troublesome one indeed.
Okays, back to daily stuffs. I really hate sg taxi drivers, seriously. I was trying to take cab to sch this morning and was pressed fer time. I saw this taxi driver at the the yellow dot. as shown in the pic above and its empty , not hired not on call everything. I am certain it saw me waving at it and its obvious I want to take it and I was damm happy that I got a cab in sucha short time. BUT, when on the way turning, it changed to ON CALL !! shit it. I was so damm furious can !! But I did managed to get a cab in 3 mins or so, so its okays. URGHHS. I bet i was waiting fer the morning extra $2 surcharge. Everytime like this one lohs. Time before the extra surcharge and midnight charge surely NO cab one. Not because they changing shift or whatever shit okays. They just want to earn extra cash, one of the taxi driver told me honestly. ( I am the pink man shown in the pic.)Eye on m'sia. A true beauty. My "fiance" had left me alone in SG and went to KL with his lover. URGHHS. I wanna to go also lah !! LOL

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007


You are my central of attention.

Party tml =) My long awaited drinking sessions with jojo and cins.

Anyway, I felt my life too monotonous recently. Need to spice it up abit. I will wait fer the 7th and bring my shopping sphree on. And my ikea outing with dave and he promised we will go out when he comes back. ( NOT IKEA OR DO FOX'S STUFFS PLAINL SHOPPING AND CHATTING )

And i will be a good girl for now. =))


Plans for tml.
- Either meet up with jojo fer PP stuffs or go to the library and read some sci books to catch up my studies.
- Slack the day at home alone and do some readings on sci , mags and 盛夏光年.
- Do some piano trngs.
- Party at night =)






Do you know that if you sleep very late , no matter how long you slp the following day you cant "replace" the lost sleep.
Just like the lost time no matter how much we regret, we wanted to revive them but somehow it just wont work.
Interesting fact isnt it.




Monday, May 21, 2007


A span of stuffs happened ytd.
I dont wish to say it upfront as we are friends fer so long.
I didnt say anything everytime as we are friends fer 6 years alrd.
But it doesnt mean you can carry on with your jokes which had brought too far.
I think the incident at the staircase which I cried so badly is still intact in your memory.
If you dont, the story starts because of your joke which had brought too far and cause tears to my eyes.
You said you dont mean it. I take your words fer it.
But still, you have to know when and where to start a joke and stop it.
We are alrd old enuff to know whats to do and whats not.
When a joke is brought too far it becomes not funny and hurt is being inflicted on one.
Thats when all the hatred comes in. And thats what I dont wish to see.



I had changed , plenty.
Throughout these months.
Quieter, unsocialable.
Unlike me totally.
You had changed too.
Unlike the past, we could chat every single thing but somehow, things had changed.
I dont know how to get back those feelings we used to share like my smile had gone nowhere.
Your words had become sourer everytime I meet you.
Perhaps you had become protective of yourself.
I dont know.
Things change, people change.

Both entries are referring to 2 different ppl.

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Sunday, May 20, 2007


Would you just bring my smile back fer me ? ;

I would say, the more glamourous you look the more ugly its inside. Oh, I nv think that you are pretty before. I wasnt even entertaining. I wasnt even laughing. I wasnt even enjoying. This is the worst outing I ever ever ever ever had with my sec sch pals, seriously. Perhaps in the first place I was feeling nt very well.

My contact list is growing every single month. I dont know why, I feel even more empty inside. I am trapped within myself which is hollow inside. I dont even like socialising recently. It sounds sick to me. I dont wish to scold anyone,seriously. Even when I am feeling so damm pek cek I still refused to open my bloodly mouth and scold, cause I know, once the mouth war starts there will be bloodshed everywhere. My words can be damm sweet but also darn hurtful too. I am just tryin to supress my emotions. I dont know whats wrong. I duno where the heck my smile had gone to. I duno.

well, whatever. I am emotion-less alrd.

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Friday, May 18, 2007



HAIL TO THE GOOD FOODIES !!


As usual, the retarded pics of us. =)

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I dont think I will get my aim after the 3 years in poly. I dont think PBL learning is suitable fer me now. Its kinda of sucky. Competitive surroundings , fake smiles. Kind of tired of it alrd. With the current grades, I dont think I could ever ever get into uni. Its just wishful part of mines. Am I not putting enuff effort ? Jer did so much and got C. RP, you should seriously listen to your weaker students and improvise your system. SERIOUSLY.
I FEEL LIKE DROPPING OUT to learn photography instead.

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Sometimes, we just let the weaker side of us took over the rational us.

IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IS PRIVACY AND NOT TO LOOK AT OTHER MSN AND LAPPY'S SCREEN, I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IS CALLED BASIC RESPECT FOR OTHERS AND MANNERS WHICH ARE TAUGHT SINCE YOUNG.

If you think what you got today is horrible , let me tell you what i got frm you was worse. THANKS AH.

whatever.

I dont know how your timing gets so right every single time. THANKS my past.

I shall stop dl-ing frm all websites fer now. PY's fren just got caught and was fined 20k. Bless him =) LOL




Tuesday, May 15, 2007


Fun like this will continue. Love lotsa jojo and the missing cins. =)
I dont know why I ended up so stressed up today. I guess today is the shitty day. Everything falls into the wrong place. With my slides done and ended up lost confidence in whatever shit I said. I felt so shitty. I never felt this way fer a very long time. =(( Sometimes I feel, slacking is better then slagging off. Oh, whatever.

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Monday, May 14, 2007



You are sucha eyecandy =)
To that someone ytd who ate alot. You had successfully tempt me to buy rice dumplings after work. I was so damm hungry lah. I wanted to stop snacking after six. But it failed. =((

To the both gossip queens whom I chatted ytd night, thanks truckloads to make me feel plenti loads better and able to carry a smile to school today =)))

Oh ya, I never knew that sai nai is an art too. Perhaps I shld learn to be a sai nai queen too. I must overtake sai nai king !! Hahas. You know who you are lah. Sai nai is pretty useful in certain cirumstances too. I want to shit terribly much. But my shitting khaki isnt here today =( Alright. Off to the loo.

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Sunday, May 13, 2007


I am so ridiculous. PP dateline is coming and I hadnt been doing anything to it. School Mis Fee dateline is coming and I had been spending money like waste water. Room is so untidy and dirty and I am still "okay" with it. Grands is admitted into hosp today and I have to work and not able to visit him which he is so sick. I am so ridiculous. Doing all sorts of things which arent the priority now. AHH.

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Saturday, May 12, 2007


Passion.
Had you found whats truly your passion ?
May it be a kind of work or even person.
You said you found.I said I found mine too.
But its only the moment of truth.
Its always easy to find passion.
Hard to keep it sustaining.
Never in my whole life of 18 years, I had kept something going on.
R/S, bassoon, piano, studies.
Never once, I wanted to keep something/one going on that much.
Now, tell me. How do I truly find a passion to call my own and keep it sustaining.
Some said " give everything a try." Hahs, 人生短短几十年而已leh. How to try everything ?
What causes passion and keep it going ?

Its glad to find that someone that you had only known you fer weeks could really tell you are unhappy deep inside when you spoke nth and laugh loudly.

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Thursday, May 10, 2007


You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.


Your caring has more of an impact than even you. *laughs.






Everyone says you just dont cherish, you just dont.






noone could ever explain whats love;
so, whats love ?

I felt helpless and useless whenever friends who approached me fer help end up getting back zero. I wanted to help them to cheer up a lil but it doesnt helps at all. The ones I had been sms-ing this whole afternoon, I doubt you had cheer up. Those chatted with me on msn, I think you felt worse now. The ones who spoke face to face the wild thoughts had gone even wilder. I dont know how to help and where to help. I need help which noone could help. Everyone is screaming fer help. Burden added on, helpless am I, lousy am I.

Jojo, I had enjoyed my late noon shopping with you plenti lotsa. You have been sucha sweetie today. My bad mood had nth to do with you. You had been very funny the whole day =)

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007


Went to Tank's RP sch concert ytd. A big thanks for good fren which making it happen !! Giving me the tixs , letting me cut queue etc. Tank's unplug is damm nice. Totally memerized me . HAHAS. Oh ya, good fren you are too high ytd which seems so unlike "raymond leow" ahahs. "shouting of 舌吻,hands swinging to the music, screaming " hahas. So much like a fantic of him. Or you had made tank your new love ? Hahas.

If friends and LOVE are inter-linked with each other,
should we learn to love our friend as a friend or as a lover ?
If you say friends and love arent interlinked,
then what contain inside friendship ?
Nth ? LOVE ?
What is the difference between friend and lover then ?
Now, whatever lover can do, friends can do them too.
I cannot tell the difference now.
Oh, someone said " the border".
I almost forgot.
I almost crossed.
Or, I had crossed ?

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Monday, May 07, 2007


I supposed to be a happy girl today, with all the treats and my hp coming on the way.. But somehow, after reading I felt so demoralised =((

Thanks to good fren and butterfly girl fer the chat that fateful night which I was angry and fustrated with myself. I am sorry if I caused worries among you guys.

But no worries peeps, I am still perfectly fine =)) Bring that smile back.

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Friday, May 04, 2007


MANY people commented that one should feel more energetic after coming back from a vacation. NO LOH. You try after taking a flight of 4 hours which there is kids sitting right beside you and were screaming and yelling all the way and slpt ard 3am in morning and wake up 630am to sch, do you think one will feel energetic ? Sometimes , just cant be bothered to answer every single questions that are being posed to me.

Overslpt. Skipped sch. No electricity at home due to repair of wirebox. SHAG. I am so tired. My stuffs are still left unpacked.

I said I dont want to go out. I alreadly said. I alreadly repeated dozens of times. I dont duno why people kept asking and asking and asking. I HATE SPIDERMAN 3. A total of 5 grps of ppl asked me to watch spiderman 3. I said, I dont want to watch. Simple as that, dont understand why people have to keep asking until I am really pissed off and almost have to yell at them. REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND YOU KNOW. Urghhs. I didnt even have energy to meet up with dumbass, do you think I will have energy to meet up with friends ?

Suddenly I felt, friends & classmates in RP are only momentary.

Anyway, taiwan is fun fUn FUN !! I love 夜市. Everytime the tourguide says " we are going to blah blah 夜市 tonight" my eyes will go blink blink ~~ Hahas. Brought plenty of stuffs back, mostly fer myself. Sorry peeps, I didnt really have much time to shop around fer gifts back fer you guys. Only brought some gifts fer some real close frens. I mean REAL close

Stop asking me questions, stop invading my privacy.

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Thursday, May 03, 2007


I AM HOME ~~ More updates tonight =))

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