♥ double u's

Listening to : Forever Love ; Lee Hom

Just watched the " Seeking for the right one" hosted by Michelle Chia & Chuan yi feng[YF]. Omg. Its sOo damm touching can. As it is the last esp , all good frens of YF helped her to organize a belated wedding. And she was been kept in the dark. My tears kept rolling down when the superstars sang the " forever love". For the first time , I felt dat " forever love" is sOo damm touching can. Actualli I am nt touched by the song itself , but the ambience . The warmth of friendship that others give and the joy of having your loved ones by your side. YF says that she nv knew that having a wedding can have sOo much joy. Actualli she said she was touched that all her frens who are supposingly busy with their work came down and sat down together to help her organize the wedding. Though its abit late but its the thought tat counts right ? =]
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Listening to : yU shang ai ; rainie yang

Not feelin well these few days. Down with flu and cough. Having flushed cheeks and awful voice. That sucks. Nth much in particular happened recently. Just that I am nt very xi guan dat my " papa" is asking me out. hahas. It happens once in a blumoon dat he will date me out. lols. But he is the one who is dere fer me whenever I needed him .

I had been clearing my thoughts for these few weeks. I dunno whether I had alreadli cleared them or am I runnin away. But I think I had cleared them. I feel better and able to face the ugly side of life which I had been avoiding.

When a relationship turn sour , who is to be blamed ?And things will get uglier when time goes by. A relationship which is built on happiness of others or becoming closer after a quarrell or after experiencing some tough patch together will it last ? To me , it wont. I believed that a strong relationship is built throughout time and trust. I am able to stay in good contact with my pri sch mate is bcox of this. I am nt afraid to let them see the weak side of me , ugly side of me. I am able to relate and talk my life with them , no matter bad or good. Smiles. I am considered fortunate , I should be living happily and moving forward instead of living in the memories he left fer me. =] Memories are great to remismince but there will be more n greater memories to be made.
+wanpIn+``` all rights reserveddd```

Friday, May 26, 2006

Listening to : Mei you ni de mei yi tian ; Xu Jie Er

I know that my classmates love me. I love you guys toO. Thanks fer tolerating my nonsense this morning. I know I am sOo wildful today yet you guys.. Truly touched okies. I dunwan to change class !! I luv w25a'06 to bits !! SImply rocks.

I was kinda having bad mood and my beloved w25a tried sOo hard to cheer me up =] And they successed !! lols. I have too many " what if " in my mind. And thats bad.

I dun like to act weak. neither I like others to act weak. I think dere is noone in this world is weak all the time. Everyone strive to live. I dont consider myself to strong. I am weak at times too. I need my fren's care sometimes. I do cry , I do rely on others at times, I need someone to talk to too. But I dun show that I am such a weakling. I like my frens to show me approriate care at times. You don't have to show me everyday but once a while a simple sms will make me feel wanted. Dun understand ? nvm, I dun expect you to understand it anyway. Up till now , I dont even rely on my close friends alot. I only rely ppl who give me a sense of secureness. Such as ... Kailing , ah ling and amy low !! Dunno why I tend to rely on amy alot. maybe she always protect me when we playin games ? lols. Care and Concern is something which is left unsaid yet being felt.
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Listening to: Mei you ni de mei yi tian ; Xu Jie Er

Feel like bloggin. But... I dunno where to start with. Sch is as usual ; fun. Had big bowl fer lunch !! Yummy. There are some disagreements in my grp today. Hais. Every week also like dat de lahs. I dunno how to "hint" to you that your method of doing things is wrong but to hurt you in a very direct way, that is to decline your ideas . Felt kinda of guilty when I saw you crying. Did I do it the wrong way ? Should I... I dunno what to say. I was feelin kinda of troubled ard and.. Okies . Full stop , I am nt gonna to carry on.

Initally me , py and carvell * in case you guys dunno who is carvell, he is jer's GAY PARTHER !! wanted to play a prank on jer , but it failed. Carvell lahs. Nv do his job. Wah kao. Nt fun liao. hahas. Then went to the library and chatted fer a while before both of them goes fer their IG talk. And they came back so quickly , me n py was took aback. Then I accompained carvell to play the piano. He play so nice siak. Wah kao , damm jealous of him. Have the perfect pitch. * it is some sort like you listen a song or a tune once then you know how to play it on the piano. so good right ? hahas. More and more names are seen on my blog. My social circle is gettin bigger .Does it means that I am living great ? even greater then last time ? I dunno. How is tml going to be like ? I ponder.
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Monday, May 22, 2006

Listening to : Wu niang ; Jolin tsai

Drats it. I had actualli finished updating my blog. then its gone. Nvm. I shall once again. I am back in sch after the long weekends. Class is fun as usual. With the usual funni incident which nv fails to entertain me every week. Hahas. Especially khairul. I want to be that lil girl who goes to the zoo , z-pop , latern festival and escape. Oh man, I miss those days. So fun. Life was so simple yet so fun. We dont have to worry abt whats gonna to happen tml. Met up with LF at westmall today to settle some stuffs. Then accompanied her back to JP fer her interview. But I dont think she will get the job. They are lookin fer ppl who can work very long I think. Then met up with shiwei too. Then we headed dwn to pizza hut fer their dinner. We stayed at there fer nearly 2 and half hours I think. We kept on laughin at those stupid things we did back in those days. Silly us. Three of us kept laughin abt the pi sai thing. Omg. Damm er xin can. hahas. Then we chatted abt relationship. Shiwei says he kept disencouraging others dun go into a relationship. hahas. Cause he dun feel like one now and he feels dat single is better. Talking abt that. I kept thinking abt what shiwei told us. I realli hate those guys who ditch girls after bedding them. Wtf. You dun have the looks , the money. And there is someone who is sOo deepli in luv with you. Still ditch ppl after bedding her. I realli feel like slappin you . Then there are girls who dun cherish their bf. Have such a nice and shuai bf then go and find a fattie and who runs fer his life over someone who is sOo damm devoted and treats u like a princess. Omg. I dunno whats wrong with the ppl nowadays. If I ever met someone who have such good criteria , treats me good and love me like i love him , I will nv let him go. hahas. Humans are such greedy pigs and dunno how to contented with their life. You might say your msn nick put wat " why be contended when you can have more ? " I mean is why be so easily satsified when you can have better results. But I dun mean ditchin your bf/gf fer someone better. If you realli love them , give them the best you could. Hais. I aso dunno whats wrong with ppl nowadays. We are greedy and contradicting ya. Arent we ?
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Listening to : wu niang ; jolin tsai

Met up with ame ytd. It had been ages dat I last saw her. Went to sang ktv with ame,jer n py. Nth much happen. But felt kinda of heart-pain. Omg. It is so x. Reached hm ard 1230am. Then LF called in my hp but I was too tired to chat with her. Sorri girl.

As fer today, went fer some dim sum with mom at boon lay. Nt bad lahs . The dim sum dere are very cheap !! Then fall aslp again when I reached hm , I was simply too tired. Then mom called me up and asked me want to go to the 5566 concert as her fren gt extra tix. Then i asked py along lohs. Cause only two tix ma. The concert is damm sians lohs. The climax is when 5566. started to sing. Wang shao wei hao shuai arh. hahas. Nth much to blog abt. Update another time.

tata. - I adore you.-

*pls I am nt a fan of 5566.

Listening to : wu niang ; jolin

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Listening to : nth

I had said things such as " our friendship nv die off " , " forever there for you " , " trust is the thing which keep us going and we must keep it." I find all this are craps. Bullshit. Family wont be dere fer you forever morever friends ? I think I should take back all my words. I started thinkin and I hate this word " forever" . " what is forever ? For everlasting time; eternally: No one can live forever " - this is the denfination taken from www.dictionary.com. It also says no one can live forever. Oh man, if I were to die earlier then my friend , wont it be I am bluffing them ? When talking abt bluffing , I must realli mention once again dat , I HATE LIARS I realli hate liars. And I dont wan to be one. White lies are alrite. BUT i hate it when ppl starts to lie to me for small reasons. I can place all my trust in you, if you ever lie to me. Dats it. I am not going to trust you again. I told all my friends before. And I warned them before. But some ppl wan to challenge it. And the result. I found out the truth and start to give them the cold shoulder.

*response to the msn skin[previous post]
As for the msn skin. You guys can go to http://www.messengermad.com. you must sign up before dl the skins. More details pls pm me via msn. Thx.
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

This is the conversion box..

Your contact list..

When you sign out..

When you are signing in..

Listening to : hUi dao guo qu , Jay zhou

Just finished my part of presentation. Feelin kinda of happi with my team . All girls. Nah, I am not bias towards guys. Easy communication. But actualli it doesnt matters . I can communicate well both guys and girls. My team is kinda of crazy with my msn skin. Which they find sOo kawalli. Lols. But it is the fact. I will upload the screenshots later. Nth much happened recently. Just the usual stuffs. I was reading adam's blog just now and he was saying abt his fren's 18th bdae. Well. dars did mentioned abt how are we going to celebrate our bdae tis year. But I think its still way long to my bdae. Take things as it comes lahs. I am missing david. It had been ages dat I last met him. I think it is ard this time last year when I go meet him up. I am having wild imagination today. And I'm enjoyin it. =]

Monday, May 15, 2006

Listening to : Jian Ao , Sun xie zhi feat Cydni wang

I gotta back my smile. Things are getting better fer me. Yesterday went out with LF. sOo many funni incidents happened . Especially the baby stuff. Omg. She just cant stop laughin. I LOVE CARL's JR chili cheese fries. hahas. I am lovin it. And went fer some shopping. I like the glitter lamp. So nice. Gotta my gifts frm LF. She bought me a mickey necklace n piglet hp strap. SImply kawalli nehs. lols. Then went to buy my mp3's battery module. My mp3 is functioning again !! I was kinda of avoiding my dar these few days. I was in damm bad mood and realli dun wish to talk or see them , so didnt pick their calls , replied their sms or pm. But I did give them a return call to assure them dat everything is fine. I was kinda of broke dwn on sat. And still, dere are some stupid idoit who are sOo damm sensitive make me so pek chek. But things gt alrite after dat. My day started to brighten up on sunday. I was kinda of happi cum shocked when amy could realli realise how i was feelin without me tellin her anything. Thx fer everything bud. She realli did nth. She gave me a call which made me feel dat I am still wanted by her. I am still dat girl who used to rely her dat much. Good friends doesnt need much explaination frm each other in order to understand. Cause they have the special bonds to link them up. Gotta to get back to work. More updates later.
+wanpIn+```all rights reservedddd```

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Listening to : presentation by team 1

Having class presentation now. Kinda of bored. Finished my presentation damm early. I think ard 1030. Don't be tOo jealous. Lols. Went to walk ard the sch with sophia ; my class mate. Nth much to do and ended up in the library doing zig-saw puzzle. lols. Then went to the IG fair. Enterprise Marketers seems to be fun. Most probably joining this. It even teaches you how to photo-shop. * blink blink. and many more things. I found out dat my class girls have big feet as me toO. =] And we have the common shoe shop dat is - charles and keith. I find dat their shoes is very nice and comfortable to wear. Prices are reasonable lahs. It can last you fer a very long time okies. Not like some chap-ba- lang shoes which wear nt even few mths then start to wear off liao. lols. I am missing life as a OL. Seems to be sOo great. Shopping , indugling in good food. As a student , you can still do shopping but with budget. Which is bad. Real bad. Though dere are cons , there are also pros. Such as not very stress , dunhav to see sickening ppl such as elephant shit and dat so-old-still-act-sexy-and-damm-er-xin. lols.

-Love is like an untied shoe lace; always causing us to fall.-

*credits to sophia who found it and insisted me to put her name.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Listening to : Yin wei ni , Elva Hsiao

You woke me up from all my fantasies and dreams forcing me to face up to reality. I used to dreamt of our future , thinking how great would it be when I had you by my side . I used to have that ever-lastin grin on my face whenever you are with me. I felt sOo secure and believed that fairytale still exist . But you proved me wrong. You proved that fairytales arent reality.. you were once everything . I placed my hopes and trust in you but I got back was nth but more n more disappointments each time. It had been years . I guess its time fer me to move on with life and living better even without you here. I am proud of myself fer being dat honest with myself this time. As I said to myself " There is no more maybe. "

+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Listening to : Bu xiang rang ni zhi dao , Zhou hui

Finally meet up with my x-collegues ytd. I miss my VIVIAN !! lols. She seems to be gettin prettier ya. Cannot tell her this or else she sure damm hao lian. Went to Swensens to have our dinner. I had the surf and curry steak whereas vivian n meishan had spagetti. Not forgetting julian who had the same as me. We had plentiful of things to chat abt. *mostly is updatin me how was work. Hahas. Then went to the face shop to get my foundation. * I LIKE FACE SHOP'S EVERYTHING !! their products is sOo nice to use. Especially the facial foam I'm using now. The green bean de. It reduces my blemishes alot. I going to buy the shimmering powder. sOo nice.

Spent my whole afternoon in IMM. Shopping fer shoes. But none caught my eyes. Then went fer some grocery shoppin with mom. Bought nth yet bill up to 90 over bucks. Omg. Then went to meet amy in the evening. Made me waited fer 20 mins fer her. Had our dinner at Swensens again. Then went to shop fer my shoes. Finally bought smth which is pretty alrite. A pair of charles and keith ( i dunno what is it called. I normally call it the wa wa shoes. ) lols. I felt kinda of bad when I keep changing my mind and the sales girl have to go in and out again n again. But I must say that I DIDNT DID THAT ON PURPOSE okies !! Nth much happened. Met meiyi and beatrice on our way to coffee bean. Feeling sOo fed up just now. Mom is just being unreasonable. Sometimes realli can't comphrend what the heck is she thinking. Nvm. It will be alrite. I gettin this weird feelin. Feelin sOo . I dunno what am I talking. drop it.
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Thursday, May 04, 2006

This is my num 1 fan of my blog. Hahas. * well, self proclaimed. But I know dat she is one of my regular readers of my blog ya. No awards to give out. Just only can put her sickening face. Oops. no lahs. She sOo damm ke ai can. I am not being sacarstic okies. I realli wan to pinch her face like I pinchs my piglets. lols.. Just finished my Understanding Test[UT] Omg. All maths. I am going flunk this UT. Its is predicted. Update when I reach hm later ya. Tata ^^
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Listening to : Lu, Liang Jing ru

- When you smile doesnt means you are happy ; when you cry doesnt means you are sad. -

I was in a daze fer the whole day. My mind is in a blank. Slow reaction etc. I guess I need time to sort out my stuffs . I forgetten when was the last time I had dat grin on my face. I dunno who can help me to put it back. I still can laugh and joke ard with my buds. But what I want is the ever-lasting grin. I guess it happen only once in a million. Hahas. I am kinda of satisfied with my kind of life right now. With my Jcaps & darlin ard. what more I can ask fer ? But once again , humans are greedy piggies and contradicting animals. Know wat i mean ? lols.

Went out on monday with amy. It had been ages I last went shoppin with her. I guess ppl must be bored of seeing jer n py dars name in my blog. Hahas. We had a great day . Shoppin fer ard 9 hours ? Walked whole of the orchard without buying anything and took a cabby dwn to bugis to carry on with our shoppin sphree. In the end , I bought myself a alarm clock , a green tote bag , watch .. Amy was kinda of disappointed as she didnt bought any tees which is her main purpose of the day. lols. Nvm lahs girl, lets wait fer the GREAT SINGAPORE SALES !! and lets break our record of shopping 12 hours non stop. It will be fun.
+wanpIn+```all rights reservedddd```

Monday, May 01, 2006

Listening to : Li xiang qIng ren , Yang Cheng Ling.

Having gastric pain just now. hais. Life have been sOo damm sick fer me these few days. I realli need a break from everything. I dunno who am I going to face my sickening tml with. I dunno who am I going to tell my troubles to. I am sOo lost. Felt dat I am heading no where. If you want me to pamper u all the time, let me tell you , I am sick of this. I am realli sick of seeing your face which seems to be dat moody everyday and finding means and ways to cheer you up. HELLO !! you can say I can dun give a damm abt you but you are my close bud lehs . Can you dun gimme dat face. All i can say, I am sick of it. Jer still have the patience but I am losing it now and fast. I know you might cry upon seeing this , you might think I am angry with you. But I am not. I am just feeling pretty useless dat my bud is always dat moody and I cant even do a thing abt it. Oh man, PlEASE DUN TELL ME DUN GIVE IT A BLOODLY SHITTY DAMM. cause you know I wont. I am feelin very stressed up nowadays. you know why. I dun wish to elaborate. Life is sOo damm shitty . And I am feelin sick emotionally and phyiscally. sOo sick.
+wanpIn+```all rights reserveddd```