I, have a mouth but I can't speak to stand up for myself just because I don't want to upset some others further or whatever reasons. And now, I am labelled the 'wrong'. HAIS.

I, have many friends yet none to speak to now of my situation now. I don't want people to listen to me for the sake of listening and end up telling me how big is their problem instead. I find it's god damm sickening. I don't want you to listen and don't even empathise with me at all, but at least learn to understand my situation if you say you are my listening ear. I am sick and tired of listening "haiya, thats life. haiya, that's work la. haiya, you don't understand la.. MY place one more serious than yours." STOP STOP STOP. I WON'T WANT TO LISTEN ALL THESE THINGS ANYMORE. or rather, don't want to listen to any sorrows anymore. STOP.

I seriously need a break again.