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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I am not perfect, I am not. If you knew how much of perfection I asked from myself and trying not to stress ppl ard me is so hard, you would know your stress isnt much as compared to me. Sorry, I am not saying how great I am in fact, I am telling you I can't take it anymore. Different individuals had been coming to me and telling me to give up. And I tried to hold on when it is slipping off. I thank those who tried their best to talk to me especially that cute boy ( you will always be cute.) though you didnt helped much at all. It had been a long time that I held to the phone with no sounds coming another side. *laughs. And adding on, thanks mei rer for understanding that much and make me cry when I msn-ed you. But still, thanks plenty. I am glad you know hows hard to drift. I hope I am not asking too much for friends who arent close or understand my mentality right now to ask what had happened to me. You guys shld know how I tick. I am asking for a escape route which I do not to cover and just leave like that. just like that. Can ? when you asked me to be understanding, could you be understanding in the first place ? Friday, April 25, 2008
Hi loves, it had been a longggggggg time that I last blogged. School is getting on my nerves nowadays the only motivation that keep me going is my lil getaway in june and my daily grades. =) So lets pray hard it keep it this way. Recently I had learnt that decisions are always hard to make especially you are getting older. No excuses like "you are still young, can afford to make mistakes" are avaliable anymore. I am facing a crossroad right now stuck in between both and I guess, no matter which path I take, there will be still some conflicts of interest here and there. Thus, no point of thinking that much anymore I guess, I shld take it as it goes. On the another hand, I don't understand some people of "perfection" as it gets on my nerves sometimes. Take my words, take it as it is. And, I truly don't understand why do people do not trust people anymore and mind games are playing every-time/place. In addition to the above, I truly thank those people who truly understand the tremedous stress I am going thrgh and being so understanding at that point of time. Thanks. loves,wp Labels: thoughts Monday, April 21, 2008
you would never understand. You could never comphrend the r/s between it and me. I feel so unhappy without it here. I feel like crying when I think of days that I hadnt touch it. I MISS SHOPPING SO BADLY. ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I swear, I almost cried out in class when I see people going on shopping spree. AWW. ENVY !!  I MISS ALL THESE SHOPPING BAG !! On a side note, daddy is bringing me to somewhere faraway in june. That makes me a lil lil happier ytd. But my mood was totally turnoff after my lousy presentation and after I went to big bird's class. =(( Wednesday, April 16, 2008
It seems like my FYP team is breaking the ice between ice. AND we have a new member from sesame street, THE BIG BIRD =)) And I didnt know that my PI is a mega eyecandy among the year 3, which all my teammates && me disagree. LOL. And I truly hope to get the desired GPA for my finally year. CHIONG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! Tuesday, April 15, 2008
FINALLY THE MOST ANTICIPATED SHOWDOWN !! I MAKE SURE YOU ALL DIE. Talk all you want now. =)) I will still be the fighter and the winner. Sunday, April 13, 2008
Alrights. LOOKING AT the anoy tags.it says "abt me talking bad behind others back". SO ?! How many could say you had never ever complain about anyone to others at their back before? YOU had nv quarrelled with any of your best friends or to have disagreements with your friends/acquaintances before?! Come'on, everyone does this la. AND EVERYONE COMPLAINS ?! AND, I admit I complain like thousands million times a day ?! So, are you going to hate me for thousand million times a day ?! HAHAHA. Your way of speaking indicates you are immature and childish. So, I see no point of getting angry and bothered with you anyway. I am writing this post just to inform you that,I just think that you just trying to get the ass out of me and getting to get everyone attention. And for now, I am too lazy and find it boring to reply your tags. The last tag will be the last. And everyone else will just ignore you. You can jolly well continue tagging if you like as it will only be a joke/bullshit/crap and everything lousy to the rest of my readers. I dont really care whether you hate me anot. If you dont like me, just say it straight to my face or just dont befriend me. I dont need you as my friend or maybe you are not my friend. I just want to say you are just a nusiance in my blog.Understand loser ?! Being like this, doesnt makes you greater in anyway. If I am lousy, you are even lousier. But after all these writing over here, I still think you wont get what I am mean, cause you are loser. Friday, April 11, 2008
My year 3 of RP = rush, stress and everything bad. Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Class was a killer yesterday. I can't stand the silence in the classroom. And not to mention the lousy network my school have. Which made me have to go to the library to look for resources and photocopy &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& at that point of time, the photocopier spoilt.. And, after the gossiping session today with my new/old classmates, class gets higher today as compared to ytd. =)) And below is the conv xiu with me. Xiu : testing testing xiu : can recieve ? wp :can can. wp : testing testing wp:roger w6 w6 zhenxiu zhenxiu wp: can recieve ? xiu : hahahaha xiu: ya xiu: roger that. xiu: whatever block wp wp received and the conv goes on and on. which makes me wanna to laugh hard in class. Thats one of something(s) which we do in RP to kill time. Monday, April 07, 2008
YAY !! School starts at 0830 tml !! I am getting |