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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
everyone is leaving me behind. It's tiring to be a two-way thinker. really. Putting yourself in other's shoes somehow makes you feel better aftering sorting out all the thoughts and trying to make that "person" look better but it somehow makes you feels that you are cheating on yourself. Perhaps, I am thinking abit too much afterall. I tend to trust ppl too easily and gave in my efforts and whatever shit to make a r/s works too fast too much. I guess I need to stop all this. I feel stupid. After doing so much stuffs which others might think it is only pittance. Well, we all have to accept it in one way or another. i am falling ill. flu, cough. and their best fren is coming soon. =(((( I still have work today. I dont want to be sick. It makes me feel so weak. Urghhs. And I dreaded drinking water the most. I want to be healthy !! I DONT WANT TO BE SICK. Before I go, I am sharing this with you guys.  *credits to STOMP.SG Si bei chio right. This is the SBS bus you travel to sch everyday. It really exist in Singapore however I think it is not avaliable now anymore(heard it is fer the nokia promo in zouk or smth like that. ) It is for some ad stuff lah.And you get to travel free you know !! LOL. And my fren says it got some bartender inside. Wah lau eh, I also want to sit inside lehs. Sit awhile also song right ? =)))) Tuesday, January 30, 2007
life is fragile ; a simple crash could end everything. I cried over the death of xu wei lun when i was in the train reading the newspaper today.. I was taken aback by the news when i slowly read one by one of the heartbreaking news' report in class. I controlled my tears in class and tried not my emotional side of me take over. Lets grief over the death of the pretty poor thing. =((((((((((((((((((((( Sunday, January 28, 2007
I am crazy woman who blogs everynow and then few mintues ago, i was still very angry and pissed off by every stuffs around me. I wanted a place to vent my anger but i couldnt. And so, i turned to my good old friend, blogger. And after talking to it, i feel so much better now. Sometimes, i sounded harsh. Sometimes, i sounded like "i-am-not-going-to-forgive-you-ever-and-ever" Sometimes,I spoke as if you wasnt my friend. Sometimes,I looked so angry and fierce as if I am going to eat you up. But, my anger cant even last fer a week. Normally i dont scold my friends fer whatever shit they do, even when I am super duper angry. I said, normally. I will just walk away and turn my head away. Give me some silent moment. I will be fine soon. real soon. And I might just start crapping with you off again. p.s: I am thinking of dying my hair to dark red. Any comments anyone ? fallen from grace. I dont know what else more to say when comforting words are not supposed to being said in the first place. Stop complaining to me when you knew i going to say the same old thing which you are so irritated about. And, you know their reactions and so be it. never reply ? then treat it as a NO then. Stupid customers that dont understand english or whatever shit i say makes my anger boils. And seeing upon idoitic ppl thinking that they are very pretty make me feel like puking. I dont wish to go any events in the upcoming months anymore. Dont ask me to organize or do anything. just scram off with all these shit. Friday, January 26, 2007
Humans are weirdos and please , agree with me. Dont you ever felt that humans are the weirdest thing that ever exist in the world ? Having so many of us over here and so lil of other living species ard. and i was thinking that, why do ppl react so differently when the same word is said by two diff person ? Some words just cant iterally just be put across like that. My thoughts are like a jig zaw puzzle which needs something called time to solve it slowly and painfully. When someones stops talking to you and feigning ignorance to whatever you do/say ; I guess it is clear enuff that he/she doesnt wants to talk to you. I couldnt stop myself from scolding some others stupid. STUPID. I arent any genius with an IQ of 200 or what so ever but at least I am not that stupid to your extend. Its pretty irritating when idoitic ppl starts to talk some sense into you. Attended Mr brown talk just now. It was pretty fun and kept me quite occupied with the exception of the "eavesdrop kids". School is coming to an end in 2 weeks time and it makes me feel rather "sick". I cant get myself up every morning now and feel like sleeping my way through the late afternoon. I had been very late in sch these few days. I wasnt caring much of the grades as long my faci give me a C and I would be very happy then =) Ytd I reached wlds ard.. 0930 ? when sch starts at 0830. I met li keng on the platform and we decided to get some breakfast. Initally I am fine with breadtalk and we would just grab some bread and go sch. But.. We decided to get Macs since we are alreadly late so.. a "bit" later wont make any diff right ? LOL. And we brought some fer our classmates too =))  Fun varies with your accompanys. Thursday, January 25, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uS7yBsCKV78 ITS A MUST WATCH !! nono, its a must listen. FYI:there will be no images. only voices. =)) Must go listen okays ? =) Wednesday, January 24, 2007
If you dont even enjoy reading your blog, nobody else will. I dont know why I laughed non-stop just now. I laughed like a mad woman fer no reason. I guess this must be the last syndrome to my insanity. =x Beware next time when you see me on the streets. I hadnt been blogggin these few days due to the hectic lifestyle that i lead now. Working and study = no life. But nvm, i am going to buy my goldenly watch next week hopefully so. And start to keep a look on my big red bag. Looking at reflections i see upon, I realised I sucks being a long-time good fren. I will get too used and will take it fer granted that "aiya, we friends so long alreadly, he/she wont dump me fer such stupid reasons" I guess, I should change this mindset of mine. You chooses your circle of friends and choose who to stuck with. If one day ever your friends leave you, you shld blame noone at the least. (applicable on certain situations) If you turned dwn the concern of your friends, stop complaining noone cares abt you when you started it the first place. Being realised upon this, hopefully it isnt too late yet. I am in a dilemma whether should i trust x anot. Putting myself at such fragile state is the last thing that I ever wanted to do. x treats me well but should I trust y as well ? I could only choose either one and that sucks. How I wished these nv exists at all. I need frequent breaks from reality. I will be back in a jiffy. Saturday, January 20, 2007
 I dont believe that this kind of ppl exists in this world and to think that she is pretty and wont scoop till that level. I was doing my manicure at a shop at Bugis and there is this two ladies who were there too( around my age) and they seems to be happily chatting with the manicurist and when the manicurist asked them fer payment they started to ask fer discounts and stuffs. But it is clear that there will be no discounts fer that. And they started to say that they actually didnt bring enuff cash with them so is it possible to charge them cheaper ? The manicurist stood at her stand and said a firm no. And the two girls starts to "persuade" the manicurist not to charge them the remaining amount (S$3) and offered to let the manicurist to check their wallets. The manicurist said they looked rich enuff to pay this S$24 bucks. Left with no choice, the girl took out another S$10 (which she wanted to leave it fer dinner later) and gave it to her. And they started to pick on the nail art that the manicurist made fer them. Like "nt nice enuff " "crumpled already". WTH. I and LF was like. DUH. you dont have enuff cash then dont come make your nails lah. Weirdos. I find it , ridiculous. And the manicurist was saying smth like why is the society is like this now. It is such a disgrace. I am left with speechless then. Friday, January 19, 2007
 She is my lil angel =))) Anyway, I am starting to have phobias about becoming a mom in the future. I am so bad-tempered these few days. And i blew up ytd night. And all thanks to raymond leow who kept listening to all my vulgarities rantings. Thanks eh, good fren. He is a funny chap who proclaims himself as my good fren and will start to dig all my dirty lil secrets out. He will do smth like this. R-raymond WP-me R: eh, are we good fren anot ? WP: yah. why lehs ? R: then must share with me ma.. WP: cannot lah.. R: Wah lau, say alreadly is good fren then dunwan to share ? WP: no lah. its because.. (starts to reason with R) R: then must share liao lohs. ( and uses all tatics to "force" me ) WP:.... ( left with no choice to spit everything out.) Actually he is very nice chap lah. And I know his urm urm as well. LOL. So its alrite lah. MUAHAHA. Went to work ytd and there are so many new arrivals fer women. Its pretty fer most. I heard that this spring collections' is by DKNY designer. I love the blouse with the lacy spag together. Anyway I had bought it. =)) Dave has a great fashion taste. Perhaps I should start to steal some skills from him. But I think he will be very glad to share with me=)))) MUAHAHA. And I had finally persuaded him to give me his msn add. =)) I had won this round. Faci is doing his rounds now. =(( And I have to go. bye earthlings. I can really understand how zx feel at that time. I am not going to elaborate further. Put a halt to all this shit feelings. Tuesday, January 16, 2007
 I dont look like a singaporean. I dont look like I speak cheena language. People dont believe I am a Singaporean when I say I am one. I am a pure Singaporean with a pink IC. And I think i look horrendous in sec 1. And to believe I think i look pretty in that cheena hairdo. But nvm, everyone's had their own past and I believe I look prettier now eh. =))) Tell me lah, which part of my face tell you i dont look like a Singaporean lah ?! Finally !! I get to stay at home and slack fer the whole day without having to work, study or do anything. I was helping out at sch with the RP open house thing and i was pretty worn out after that. And I felt my legs wasnt mine at that point of time. Chatted on the fone with keith on the later part of the night and he really changed my perspective of him alot. I used to think he is a pampered rich kid who doesnt know how to appreciate others and cared about others but after the long chats with him throughout the days I felt that he is a very nice guy who "cared" fer others alot especially his urm urm. LOL. He told me smth which i think its ridiculous lah. How despo can a girl can be ? Chasing all the way to the guy's home and spreading rumours around your frens that he is interested in you ? OMG. Please lah, i think my fren wouldnt take a glance at you at all alriteys ?! I was walking to the bus stop ytd and I suddenly realised that since young I am surrounded with boy- friends. My childhood frens - wai wai, desmond, wei jian , nicholas and the only girl that i ever remembered was ah ling. And in primary school , my "bf" was andy , xian xu and another guy i forgetten his name but i had some girls frens later on when i was in upper pri. Going on to secondary sch, my gang of frens when i was sec 1 - shiwei , aylwin , mak, wee chuan , wee yew and the only girl again, yasmin. And when i was at tution class , i get to know zi loong which is my "papa" now. WTH. ALMOST ALL IS GUYS YOU KNOW. Actually you cant blame me fer that, the cousins i am closer with is 2 guys, I have 2 bros as my sibilings and my mom's fren(s) children mostly are guys. I played with guys all the time. But i still play with barbie dolls lah. I am not like ah chai who played swords lah. LOL. And now in poly, I also have plenti of close guys fren. I dont know how am I going to get a bf when there are so many boy-friends around. hahas. And even at work I am closer with guys. At edo, i have david. In SV, i have my breakfast boy and now i have dave. =))))) But its fun to have guys frens then girls fren at times, guys provide you with more security ( they dont gossip) and they can tahan your ranting fer a very very long time and one thing fer sure, they can play till very siao with you =)))) Talking about them, I hadnt seen them fer ages. but I heard that andy is very famous in JJC as he is very handsome. Also duno whether is it true anot as i hadnt see him since i shifted house 6 years back. LOL. Mcdees are good especially in the middle of the night. Saturday, January 13, 2007
Say HELLO to all the goodies foodies =)))))  Girls' nightout. It was fun with the part of the girls asking me questions which I am so irritated about. I arent angry over py's absence of ytd. I just feel that why put aeroplane all the time. And just keep your questions to yourself if you dont intend to me/others the answer. Its irritating lah. But MJ was the one who made me laugh the whole night long. With her bombastic actions and voice which i misses alot. And ginny too, hey girl we must really meet up one day to go kbox and sing !! We had been saying it fer ages alreadly. LOL. Pepper lunch was great just that poor LF have to wait fer a very very long time fer her pepper dinner to be served whereas everyone's dinner is served.  I dont know what will exactly happen to me when dave leaves fer AMK next mth. I think I would be bored to death without all his niam-ing. LOL. Work had been fun besides all those "black faces" around. But it doesnt affect me much and I dont wish to get involved either. And that ming di kept asking me to stay till 10pm. Saying what " if we are frens then you shld acc me till 10pm." I kept scolding him siao when he said this to me. He kept repeating the sentence fer the whole 30mins before i left. But I am starting to think that he is fun lah, very fun to annoy him. =))) Bro came to fetch me fer family dinner after work =)) GOOD FOODY IS WORTH THE WAIT !! We waited fer ard 20 mins before the food is served. I like the prawn paste chicken the most !! And had gui lin gao fer our dessert =) And here I am, preparing myself fer work tml and the thought of being tour guide on monday makes me feel SHAG. Nvm, I shall pamper myself fer a nice bag next bag fer all my hardwork this month. Probably the leather sling bag that I saw at Wisma. =))))) Thursday, January 11, 2007
 These are the pics fer catherine and khairul's birthday !! We had plenti of fun that day !! This is MR AEROPLANE. Breath in ; breath out. And everything would be fine. I was having a heated arguement with mom just now. If cutting off my pocket money would make me say sorry and apologise fer everything I did (which you think is wrong) sorry, i wouldnt. I WOULDNT !! I wouldnt die if you stop giving me allowances. Enuff of my rantings. I skipped sch today to meet MR AEROPLANE. And I got plenty of calls frm classmates asking why am I not in sch today. K boxing was fun and I must admit that MR AEROPLANE singing's had improved alot. No more of the slaughtering chicken sound anymore. LOL. 2 of his frens joined us later. I really think that ariel is such a hyper active girl lah.Really lah, I think this is the first time i saw such hyper active girl who likes to jump and play ard with ppl like me. I thght ppl like me who are so socialable extincted long ago !! Anyway, I had a nice chat with her and its fun having her around and all those suan-ing at MR AEROPLANE. Anyway, I think he deserve it lah. This is his punishment fer putting me aeroplane so many many times!! It sounds as if I am backstabbing him. But he will read it sooner or later so it doesnt matter lah. LOL. So its not considered as backstabbing anymore !! I think i will die of all this fatigue of socialising too much with frens and stuffs soon. It seems that I am always cursing myself that I am dying soon blah blah blah. But its always better to mentally prepared before i really die and you guys will get too upset abt it. I think i am crapping too much in this post. Must be MR AEROPLANE's fault. Blame him fer making me crapping so much. LOL. Pictures up next. =)) Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Knock me out fer once ; and fer all. I think IMM FOXS staff would have diabetes if this carry on.  We are addicts to sweettalk =x Alriteys back to sch had been 2 weeks or so. School had been fun as my classmates(current) are getting more and more fun and lame which makes me looking forward to school though the classes are boring =)) As for my past classmates (w25A), they are coming up with more and more "romantic" ideas to celebrate each others' birthday. Smashing of cakes and white lies are fun !! UTs are on and off every week which I feel so shag over it. Having UT means I cant be late fer class and have to wake up earlier which I dreaded the most.
I hearts them lotsa <333 I hate juliet. Last min put us aeroplane. Me and xiu became lonely kids and had to go NTUC to buy food and console ourselves. LOL. No lah, but the dim sum at AMK hub is nice. Xiu says she wanted to ask me go fer dim sum buffet at Chinatown during hols but I was too busy. I think I shld squeeze some time fer everyone around me. Went to meet dumbass at town on the later part of the day. Bought some tartan patterned hairbands , nail stickers, a ring fer mommy(which she thinks its too big) and DONUTS !! The donuts is really very nice lah according to mom. Oh ya, xiu also made lunch fer me. So sweet of her right ?! LOL.
But it is the first time I had bar twa inside my bread... Tml I shall make some fer xiu too =)) Monday, January 08, 2007
I dont need a bf to live. CNY is near, I can see my mom going to the market and starting to buy festive goods. I called her being kiasu and she say this to me " very cheap okays, later CNY nearer hor prices shoot up then you want to pay arh ?" Hahas. Typical auntie of singapore. Nvm, i still can tolerate this act of my mommy. I loves collecting ang baos and eating the bar kwa. HAHAS. I am a big eater of bar kwa. I think I can eat finish the 2 kgs if my mom dont stop me. LOL. But there is one thing during CNY which I dreaded the most. " girl ah, you got BF anot?" " why don't have ?!" "haiyo, sure have one dun want to admit only". Everytime i go my relative house fer visiting sure kanna this qns. Urghhs. Nvm, I had come out with a perfect solution to this. 'Dont visit any relative ?" NO ! 'Walk away ?" No, that will be so rude. "Divert the questions ?" No, they will ask again some other time. So, i came out with this. Relative : wan pin ah, ni jin nian zi shui huh ( wanpin ah, how old are you this year ?) Me: Oh, 18 lohs. Relative : haiyo, so fast 18 liao arh. Then got BF anot ? ( the question comes in .. ) Me: [[Paused for awhile and becomes emo after that]] Urmm. Just broke off. [[ and start to sob]] WHY YOU ASK AGAIN !! WHY YOU MUST ASK !! Relative: oh, paiseh hor. auntie dunno ma.. you dont cry alreadly. TA DA !! good right. I think this will stop them fer asking this question fer a few years and maybe they will treat me better or even give me a bigger ang bao =)) But my mom told me not to do that or else my aunties will be scared off to death. LOL. Sunday, January 07, 2007
the words you spoken made my face flushed. I was blogging my way thrgh and fcuk. Everything is gone. Fcuk. Pardon my vulgarities. Got pissed off with some stuffs which LF knows exactly what. I was getting onto a better mood and this news came at a timely moment. I really feel TMD. My mind is in whirl now. Got to slp. School tml Friday, January 05, 2007
I heard bomb tick-tack-tick-tack sound just now. I guess everyone's laptop is going to explode anytime. Its scary. =(( W25A. I just had a gathering with them. Time with them was fun fun FUN ! !Though we got with some trouble with the security guards and the cleaner but who cares. We shld smash the cake and just run away. I forgot who came out with the idea of smashing the cake every level !! But we arent that evil to do that okays. Happy advanced birthday to russell !! Hope you enjoyed yourself apart frm all the cleaning. LOL. We kept laugh non stop like mad lil kids at russell's class. And we asked longfei to help us take pics of the whole gang of us.And i took a pic of zx's evil face !! LOL. Juliet, why you dunwan to come today. Missed out all the fun. Lunching later with them too. I guess it had been dinosaurs years that i lasted lunched with them eh. You guys shld go and watch the videos to get a better understanding of it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqWHF0-Q20g http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZRTizI5LtM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDf8GH9vdjU [Updated] I never knew politics could exist there. I thought just doing my own stuffs and do whatever its right would make me safe. WRONG WRONG WRONG. I was being protected by D. I feel so heng to have him here and I love working the same shifts with him anyway. Whatever D told me or advised me I will remember it like what i did with david's words. I saw how ppl run away at the sight of trouble. WTS. I could never forget their faces and speeches of that day. Well, learning frm their perspective " all i did was to protect myself". Okays, so we cant really blame them fer that either. Another thing, ppl who are attached please dont come to me and start telling me how much you want to break off with your gf cause it doesnt matters to me at all. I got the hint and i gave you my answer. Anyway, i got so irritated with adrian today. HE is indeed babara the banana. We kept disturbing each other by plugging everything off each other's laptop. It sounds childish but its fun lah. Then keith joined us later. LOL. And i know both of your lil secrets. Treat me better or else.. LOL. Got to work tml. Money is rolling in. I can hear the Thursday, January 04, 2007
youre' my runaway. lets put it straight. you arent innocent as you looked. You are just a digusting freak who goes round telling things which arent true. Luckily, i wasnt your target this time round.Oh man, i cant comprehend with all your facade how far can you go and get ? Okays, i think today's class was dead. Nth gets into my brain and the idea of realism and anti-realism makes me go mad. Rushed off to work after sch and became sandwiched at work. =( Yeah !! I am working with dave tml. More fun and laughter around. Hopes he dont get to transfer to AMK going-to-open outlet. Or else i will be very very sad. =x Update more tml with pics. got to slp now. Nights everyone !! yay, i meeting scandal, char shao bao(s), besties and mr aeroplane next week !! It had been ages that i lasted saw some of them. I didnt see scandal fer a very very long time, didnt meet up with char shao bao(s) fer the whole mth , besties fer 2 weeks and mr aeroplane fer 2 mths i think. But i still think that I wont meet up with mr aeroplane as he loves putting me aeroplane alot and i am utterly disappointed with him too much. I am back to sch and i overslpt on the second day of sch even i slpt at 2048 ytd. WTS right. School feel so sleeply everyday and I hope I could learn to sleep with my eyes opened soon so I can sleep in class !!=)) I am feeling troubled over something which is tiny-binty. I am feeling harder to breath now. Help me from all these shit ,god. Tuesday, January 02, 2007
I should stop shopping next mth onwards. (fer a mth at least) I think yesterday marks a good beginning fer me. I saw a big rainbow on my way hm. Really very big leh.I think I am the only person in the train who saw it anyway. I am so excited lah, rainbow lehs. It had been dinosaur years that i lasted seen one. Okays, i admit i do get excited very easily =)) And ya, on new year eves' i saw fireworks at my hm here. I think my apartment have a good view of everything. Just look outside the window i can see fireworks, fancy cars fer the chingay. LOL. I was clearing stuffs and changing my bedsheet and when i asked mom fer blanklet guess what she give me ?  YESH !! she passed me the " bai na bei" which is also called the hundred house quilt i think. If i didnt remembered wrongly this quilt is made by my great grandmother. Bai na bei is fer new born babies as why so many small pieces of cloths are used meaning many blessings and best wishes frm many family(every cloth is collected frm diff family) are sewed together fer the baby. ( Elaboration is abit messy i know) And I look super duper auntie after packing my room.
Tasty ice cream, super duper looking auntie me, huge rainbow. =)) |
Yes, i look like this. Hahas, i look real funny in this. ( at least to me) And mommy's fren bought us some ice cream which i find it so cute lah. MOO MOO !!