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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Excuses always remain as excuses. I am sorry to all;truly sorry. I shouldnt be kicking such a big fuss over something which is so tiny and unworthy. I shouldnt be ranting to juliana when she has her own things to bother with and shouldn't be throwing tanturms at some friends today. I shouldnt. I shouldnt do this. I don't know why am I like this.I feel so irritating and such a burden to others at times. I feel I am such a sickening idiot now. Just don't talk to me. I feeling so ugly deep inside. Monday, October 30, 2006
Things are as bad as it is. Friends quarrelling. Emotions filled the inner-self. Emptiness surrounds. Besides all these, I did managed enjoyed myself very much ytd. Let the picture do the talking =))  Sunday, October 29, 2006
My thank you entry . Thanks everyone fer giving me such a memorable 18th bdae. Those who didnt managed to celebrate with me but I did recieve all your bdae wishes !! Thanks alot. I would like to thank ... -My Family - Amy - Lingfei -Shiqi -Liyi -Peiyu -Li Ting -Jer Chua - Shiwei -Mak - Wee Chuan -Aylwin -Zhen Xiu -Sophia -Ian -Zi Loong - Khairul - Raymond -Liyi's bf [ Chris] -Kai Ling; Lynn -Jian Wei -Ida -Adrian -Joyce And many many more. Thanks lotsa everyone. Love ya .=)) *more detailed updates tml. =)) We do still care fer each other just that we are too stuborn to admit. It doesnt matters where I am , the person/people around are more important. I don't mind celebrating my bdae at JURONG where I had been stuck fer 18 years. I don't mind being labelled as "boring". With someone that you love thats matter the most right? And Singapore is small lah, where got alot of place to celebrate and moreover most of my pals are still students = budget minded. =) Alriteys ppl, I had recieved your bdae wishes =)) Thanks. Friends had been quarrelling recently. Bad weather = Bad mood. I arent siding anyone. Both parties have their own justify reasons fer doing things. XX says " She is such a stickyglue !! " YY says " I enjoy the accompanyment with my bf". Both of them have their stands. Noone is right or wrong over here. In XX , she might think that YY is neglecting her bcox of her bf and thinks that friends arent that impt afterall. Well, couples in love time passes fast thus she cant find any time fer her friends anymore but YY should also know a limit and find some time fer her friends and taking initative to ask them out isnt it ? And XX should stand in YY position at times. At the end of the story , back to the old phrase again ; everyone looks things at a different perspective. =)) Thursday, October 26, 2006
Should I consider myself lucky or suay ? I had been coughing and coughing out those damm thick yellowish flame out of my mouth since I woke up today.However I feel better everytime after coughing those things out. Skipped sch today as my voice is really CMI. *Retribution fer laughing at xiu jie fer her sexy voice during sat. Urghhs. But heng lah, I am nt that jia liat as her. Only have flames in the throat. =)) Looking at my work schedule makes me go ... Urghhs. I am so scared that I will be too tired and ended up skipping sch and mom will kpkb and ended up I have to quit my job. =(( But at the end of the month when you get your pay thats the best thing of all =)) When you see "few more hundreds" adding to your bank account *blink blink. Hahas. It will makes me go woohooo. LOL. Introduced some jobs to duiti and ended up having more nicknames. It had been quite a long time that I lasted lunched and walk out the sch together with char shao bao family. I missed those laughter and crappy stuffs we had. It had been tough to get everyone together nowadays. Even we are in same sch now, we hardly see each other. How are we going to keep in contact when we are in year 2 or 3 ? It applies not only to poly mates but also my sec and pri mates too. I only meet up thrice or even lesser with my pri sch mates now. I feel so guilty whenever they wanted to ask me out and I would decline them because I alreadli meeting others. Some of my sec sch mates are in the same poly as me but I hadnt seen them fer ages. VERY GOOD EXAMPLES ARE CHOW PEI YU , JEREMY CHUA YUE WEI !! This two hor, dunno die until where liao. lovely dovey until nv come find me. Humpf ~ Heng that they still got some conscience still got join me fer my bdae celebration =)) . LOL. I arent angry with all of them , I understand how hard can it gets when you have so many things to attend to. Hais. Why there is only 24 hours a day ? Man are so insatiable. Things nv gets enuff fer them. Memories etached______+wanpIn+ Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I wish I could sleep & walk at the same time. Hi peeps. It had been a long time that I lasted blogged. Was kinda of busy catching with some of my besties but I still didnt get to meet vivi anyway. I think the 3 days bdae celebration gonna cost a bomb in my wallet soon. LOL. Oh ya, I am working ; again at alternatives @ heeren. All thanks to Dave who introduced me to the retail manager of the shop and putting so many good words fer me. Thanks dave !! Had been working fer the past few days. My new collegues had been very nice to me. And i think I had big problems in accounting. LOL. Cashier stuffs are so complicated and I am so afraid that I would make a mistake by giving less/more change to the customers. I think I might just fall aslp while doing my UT. memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Friday, October 20, 2006
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If making me unhappy makes you happy, I sad to say I cant make you happy this time =] Alritey ppl, there is nth to make me unhappy or getting a big hoo-ha over it. Simply because those ppl arent worth my attention. If you think I had said the wrong thing then I would kindly apologise. But it arent this way !!! If I am bitch who have fcuked up attitude, I wont have so many pals around and close frens who wants to stuck with me fer life. I wont stop you from kicking a fuss around. I would encourage you to carry on instead . =] memories etached____+wanpIn+ Tuesday, October 17, 2006
{Edited 251006} Dumbass , dumbass ; indeed the best of all !! I LOVE YOU <3> I would want ... - A walk-in wardrobe - The casio white watch {Brother are going to get it fer me !!} - A new handphone {got it myself =)} - Perlini Silver's teddy bear necklace {booked by amy,lingfei&liting} - Spa treatment fer 2. =] - The red sling side bag - New hair color & hair treatment package. - The oh-so retro clothe @ bugis - A new demin skirt - My happiness - The whole piglet collection - Fox's navy green jacket. Hao le, lao niang had said what I want. So my dear frens stop buggin me on what I want okies. Papa(zl), I demand alot frm you hor.. =] memories etached____+wanpIn+  & I was just being wildful ytd night,I know.& Thanks fer everything. ALOHA everyone !! I am trying my best to be cheerful now =D I want to thank my kind souls to knock sense in me ytd. I duno what the presence of me can help my team today. My mood isnt any better today. Feeling sickish because of the fcuking haze. Jurong was like genting highlands ytd. Though I couldnt smell any burned smell but I have breathing diff because of it. I am choking to death. Freaking indo(s), when can u guys learn and stop burning ? The new shoes is giving me hell as well. =(( Alriteys, I shall get back to work now. memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Sunday, October 15, 2006
I know whos true to me & whos not. DUMBASS!! I truly enjoyed my dayout with you ytd =D Lets save up money fer our hongkong trip next year =] Then we can eat and shop till die !! There will be sOO much fun :)) Went to vivo ytd. I know, I am abit late on updating stuffs on vivo. But I dun realli feel that vivo is that great afterall.Though there is plenti of retail shops there but it don't realli caters to people of my age group. Maybe there is still plenti shops still not open yet ? Before heading dwn to vivo, me & amy low went to bazzar @ bugis. Though we didnt get anything frm the bazzar but its is still a great experience afterall. I love visiting bazzar and looking at "old cum retro" stuffs. I will get so fascinated upon seeing them. LOL. Shopped ard bugis and did some(alot) of shopping dere. Wanted to get myself a pair of MJ(s) but none caught my eye. Nth much happened ytd. Just that we were quite taken aback at the crowd @ harbourfront mrt station. I just heard frm mom this morning that 800 thousand ppl visited vivo ytd. And do you know that even there is so much human traffic but vivo didnt seems to be very crowded at all ?! It is soOO big that I think it will take me one whole day to shop finish the whole complex if I am going to shop every single of the shop ? The roads seems to be never ending. Hahahas. Going there on this upcoming friday again. Heard that their cinemas is the grandest of all. I shall take some pics when I go there next fri ya. Alritey, I shall update till here. Take cares everyone =] memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Friday, October 13, 2006
Listening to : Thank god that I found you ; 98 degrees feat Joe I feeling apologetic towards my loyal readers eh. Hadnt been updating fer quite a number of days. A span of things happened these few days which made my mood damm bad. Few days, I wasnt feeling great and was pissed off with everyone and didnt want to see or chat with anyone. Then dumbass came n meet me and cheered me up. =DD Meeting my dumbass make my day =] I dreamt of something which make me smile when I woke in the morning. =] Had you ever feel that " I treat xx as my good fren but doesnt know whether he/she felt the same way too?" At times, I do felt that way and didnt know what to do. I dunno what to say others when being questioned how close are with him/her. Sometimes I might reply " ya, we are good frens" but on the other hand you might ponder maybe he/she doesnt treats you one and wont you feel upset and disappointed at the same time ? Mutual acceptance seems to be so difficult to understand. I guess this situation above not only applies to friendship but to love relationship too. Its difficult to guess whether your special one feels the same as you feel towards them. Maybe there should be a device in the market which do the job fer us eh. My fave faci fer this sem is going to leave us liao. I seemed to lost my last motivation to work eh. Enterprise module is the most fun module this sem. And my faci is leavin us next week. Mr marcus we will miss you eh. [ Uploading pics later] And once again, congrats to JULIANA to ytd's bball match. Catch you at the finals eh =DD P/S:But no worries eh my dearest readers. I am fine now !! memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Sometimes. I felt I am dying soon. Real soon. Alritey, I almost fell aslp when I was havin my presentation. And here I am bloggin in the library cafe just to waste some time of mine. Sop is sOo bad ; forcing me to eat the potatoes wedges when I am sOo full. Urghhs. Later juliana is having her bball match against NYP. She says its gonna to be tough. But I have total confidence in her. =DD Of course uh, she is my dui ti. Anyway, life is sOo monotonous and its killing me. I wished I could go on a shoppin sphree again =] I just cant stand boredom. It will kill me straight on my face. PBL's learning seems to be sOO boring this sem. I arent that active in class anymore. No more debates, No more high level of participation(majority), No more contributions. I seems to be a slacker this sem. I hate this. I want to score high in my GPA. Could I ? It seems to be sOo hard, I just cant find any good motivation in my current class. No good debate(tors) like noor , ray , rus or syqin. Urghhs, school is gettin "abit" too boring now. Alritey. I feel like shitting now. But the toliet seems to be darn far. Muahaha. Alritey, I think I need to go to the toliet before I start to shit on my pants. Memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Monday, October 09, 2006
Listening to : Let's get loud. Seriously speaking, I hate being a woman. WHY? Being a woman , in the past there is serious social status differences between we, the woman & the man. And many of our rights are being robbed off from us. Being a woman, you have to get pregnant and might be molested by some unknown creatures. yucks. Being a woman, you have to suffer monthly periods and when you think period had stopped your menopause will start to give you hell again. Being a woman, you need spend so much uncessary money which man doesnt need. Eg, bra(s) , santiary pads. Being a woman, if you are promiscuous people might scold you as a bitch but if a man is a flirt, people says its nature. I am saying this because I having one of the above. Happy guessing =DD memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Sunday, October 08, 2006
 Yeah. Today is my bestie bud, amy low bdae !! Woots!! Happy 18th bdae to amy low uh. Enjoyable dayout with them. It seems to be so hard to have a JCAPS outing nowadays =[ Went to eat at JP swensens. Then meet up with mummy and carry on part two of my enjoyable dayout =] It had been a long time that I lasted went shopping with mummy !! As daddy won taka vouchers during his company D&D so mummy & I took the vouchers and went fer a shopping sphree =DD Mummy bought her clothes fer her upcoming wedding dinner banquet whereas I bought my new kappa bag. As I said in my earlier post, my brown bag's zip is spoil so need a new one to replace it and the taka vouchers "lai de zhen shi shi ho"(timely arrival). Then we ate at the restaurant named CENTRAL located at taka basement. I think the CENTRAL must give me some vouchers lohs, see their food pics displayed sOO damm big over here. =DD But their food is damm nice. I am so addicted to their baked rice lah. The generous serving of cheese on top of the rice and their beef noodles soup base is sOO delicious lah. Prices are very affordable too =DD Good services by their staff. Alritey, need to get back to work. Byes =DD memories etached_____+wanpIn+ Thursday, October 05, 2006
Caution : This is an entry on my rantings. I guess I am just being too moody at times. Maybe I am just thinking abit too much. Maybe. I dunlike weak ppl. I cant stand weak ppl. I arent strong , I arent superwoman who can do everything on her own but at least and that very bottom line I can do smth which even a pri sch kid can do on her own. I dun understand why some ppl are just that weak. Maybe like what juliana says " some ppl are just too used to rely on others". But I dun think thats a reason fer being weak. yeah, i am saying u KEE XUE QI !! Dun be so weak lah. Be more stronger abit can ? And ya, I dun like ppl to find or start to pm when ONLY they need smth frm me. WTS lah. I hate it , and I truly hate it okies. I think I going to have my PMS. I am so damm moody lah. BTH myself also. And ya. XQ i dun hate you just that I cant stand some of your actions and your tao tao niam-ness. Arghhs. BTH LAH !! And ya, sophia dun anyhow show my photos to everyone okies. LOLs. I think I am blogging abt rubbish. Well, dats what blog fer uh ? Containing everyone's rubbish. memories etached______+wanpIn+ Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Listening to : nth. I know, I shouldnt be bloggin midst of class. But I just want to blog. I feeling so ugly deep inside me. Sometimes, I did things which I shouldnt be doing. I said things which shouldnt be coming out from my mouth. I feel so sick of myself smths. Really I do. I don't know why does ppl do things which they will regret in the future. I hate to be alone smths. I know I will think alot even in the short journey frm wlds interchange to sch. Can you imagine how often do I think or reflect ? Reflecting doesnt means you wants to be a better person or whatever. I did reflecting just because I want to clear my thoughts. And thats why I find I am such a contradicting person at times. & I arent any good or trust worthy fren to many. & I arent any good gf to any. & I arent any good girl to my mummy or daddy & I arent any good team mates to my team & I arent anything in short. memories etached_____+wanpIn+  It had been a while that I lasted updated. Had been catching several bball in sch. It had been a long time that I lasted saw a bball match. I still remember back in my sec sch days, I and my frens used to hail cab and rush down to catch the inter-sec sch matches at clementi stadium and even skipped sch just to watch our frens playin. Watching the few matches few days back made me feel I am in sec sch AGAIN !! =DD There are several funny stuffs which happened during the match. As you can see our "star" of the day was as usual ; making everyone laugh with her stupid actions. LOLs. And dere are some boys*which are also RP bball players which I just knew ytd were dere too. They took water bottles and cheered fer the girls which we find its damm irritating in a funny way. zx, me , xq & wl laughed all the way frm the beginning till the end of the match. Oh ya, RP girls won SP by 30 points ?! Congrats to Juliana uh. She won as she promised me but I dunno how is today lah. LOLs. Some ppl says why I go watch bball match , why I cannot watch lehs, I nv play doesnt means I cannot watch okies ?! LOLs. Oh ya, almost forget that ben ben de xq kept call juliana as joanna. DUH LAH !! Up till ytd, she still cant say juliana and I even dreamt of this ytd. God damm funni lah. Alritey ppl, I shall get back to work and will update later okies. Ciaos. memories eatched____+wanpIn+ Monday, October 02, 2006
Listening to : Nan Dao ; Hong Jun Yang I find simple joy within me now. I am easily complacent and trying so hard to help others to find their joy too =] I can be laughing non-stop with my char shao bao family and just because of a simple incident or simple words can make my day. I guess, as time goes by this simple joy of mines will some-sort disappear somehow. Later going to support my tu di fer her upcoming bball competition in sch. I find some of my classmates are adorable in their speeches. Initally they suspect me & kelvin are together. Now they are suspecting me & juliana are together. OMG. Cant I have close frens ? Meeting often doesnt means we are together lah. LOL. Then I must have plenti of gf & bf liao lah. I guess tu di is such a poor thing. She have to listen to my rantings all the time. I will just rant n rant n rant to her. I will lend you my listening ear if you want to rant someday. =] I find that py likes to copy my blog stuffs to let mel see. HUMPF~~ dun think I dunno okies. lols. Mel realli like to "touch" me . Alritey, I have STML, I admit . So forgive me if I kept asking you the same old qns. =] *JULIANA!! YOU SAY YOU WIN SP LATER DE HUR !! CFM UH. * Happi bdae to keith . Happi 17th bdae uh. Stay cheerful always and let me bully u always =DD memories eatched______+wanpIn+ Sunday, October 01, 2006
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