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Friday, November 30, 2007


if you are everything to others, you are nothing to yourself.
I saw this on the tv. And its quite true to a certain extend. It basically works on every r/s. In the midst of being nice to others and compromising, we tend to lose the real self. And this phrase act as reminder not to lose the real self. =DD






CAN WE JUST ISOLATE OURSELVES SOMETIMES ?!

The daily routine.
Wake up and wash up.
Go out of the house and board the bus to sch. ( Sometimes bump into frens)
Then in school ( with classmates)
End of school. / Meet with other people / work. ( Still meeting people)
Go home. ( on the way home might bump to frens too)
Reached home.
SEE. The amt of time we spent in facing people. Regardless of the amount, race, gender, personality, sometimes, I just dread of meeting people. Whether it is hi-bye people ,acquaintance or friends, I dont feel like meeting/facing anyone. We have to spend the entire whole day facing people whether we like or dont like.
Though I dont have school on wed && weekends however.. I still have .. fren's meetups ; WORK ; outings etc.
Though facing people is a tiredous thing but besides that, I still love meetin new people. I love meetin people who can excite me.





Wednesday, November 28, 2007


Attended module's briefing ytd. I am still wondering shld I take up the NTU track. As it consists of A-Math and other "look so chimology" modules. But no matter what, I need to brush up my daily grades or else my GPA wont remain "beautiful" anymore. Next round of UT3 is coming up and PP presentation is on next week's wed. OMG. Adding up to those, I am feeling so sick now. Headache is here again. =((

ANDD.. some overdue pictures of daddy's bdae celebration at Red house @ ECP.



The food there are superb delicious and fresh. And service is good too !! I prefer the white pepper crab to the chili crab, the chili crab tasted abit too sweet. Besides that, the bbq sotong, drunken prawns and crayfish IS succelent !! =))




Tuesday, November 27, 2007


School is hectic hectic hectic.
PP is coming in a week's time.
Hopes everything goes fine.=))

Since when RP students are so free, oh must be those freeloaders only. No wonder someone always get outcasted by others.




Friday, November 23, 2007


Everything came that sudden.
Like a big bang.
I dont know how to react.
I dont know what advice to give.
I dont know anything , everything.
I just know.
I can sit beside you and listen to all your rantings without any grumblings.
I can lend you my shoulders to lean on.
I can lend you my punching bag.
Thats all, I as a friend can do. Thats all.
I dont know its that sufficent.
I just know I will just keep on trying, I will just keep on listening, I will just keep on encouraging.
I will be right here.

Everything ends with a good note, I hope.








FRED CLAUS IS GREAT.
Highly recommended !! Its really got us into the xmas mood now.

And I did learn smth frm the movie. Theres nth called a naughty child. Every child strives to be a good child but due to lack of attention given or favorism, the child becomes naughty to get the "desired attention". THUS, everyone deserved a stamp of "NICE". =)) Go watch the movie to get what I am talking abt !!

HOHOHO.

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007


I am still feeling abit weird.
Maybe is lack of sleep (which I will make it up tml) , monthly affair.
I am acting like a spoilt brat who sulks when she cant eat her ice cream and yells for joy when "people" bring her to eat ice cream.
And, 'shuai ge alex' have to entertain me when I am at work today cause he sees me "so sad" while folding clothes.
After some thinking, I felt I was cheated when buying all these sweets from coudoury sweets at vivo. (arent very sure abt the name.) and it cost me a whopping of SDG$7plus !! And some of the sweets are melted alrd !! I would give thumbs up for this shop because of the unique sweets they provided and the good service ONLY. the banana flavor sweet which taste like bubblegum. (the one which is melted alrd)
The candy waffle. Unique flavor.I forget what is this called but it is made up egg white and sugar then baked. Quite nice and sweet =)Brought two of these watches which reminds me of my childhood times, one for jiaying who always buy sweets for me and another one for dumbass . ( dumbass must be very happy right now cause she got smth to eat !!) Passion fruit candystick. Hadnt tried it yet.
YES !! ALL of these cost me whopping of SDG$7plus !!
Yes, I like this heels alot. Dave or shld I call you bratha, can help me take a lookout when you are in HK ? SG selling this for a price which is unworthy of this heels. THANKS BRATHA !!
You might be wondering why I have time to go vivo and work when I got school today. That's because I "zhao" halfway. SIMPLY BTH THE FACI. She is upset with the class because we cant meet up to her expectations. TOO BAD. And 6 of us zhao after the first meeting !! The feeling of not to be caught is simply exciting !!

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Monday, November 19, 2007


Some people,are good friends but never a good teammate.
Some people, are good friends and good teammate.
Some people are neither.

Forget whatever that whoever had told me what and promise that will try to treat everyone like a blank piece of paper. =) Thats all I want to say.

Oh, before I end just wanna to share smth good with you guys.
Okay, this is sweetie intro me one. As I have sweaty feet palms which gets stinky everytime I wear covered shoes/pumps thus wearing socks will be better. BUT !! You cannot tell me to wear those sch-socks that we wore back in pri/sec sch days or ankle socks right ?! It will be so hideous !! So, I hereby intro everyone ..

TADAAAAA !! It is smth like ankle socks but its even lower then that, so when you wear your pumps or covered heels it cant be seen !! I brought 4 of these at IMM a booth right beside fila (same level as GIANT hypermart) for SDG$11 !! Pasar malam also selling but nt so much variety !! So, if you face the same problem with me, get them today !! =))))))

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Sunday, November 18, 2007


TO : Passer by in wanpin's life
Had you ever heard of "Never measure friendship through quantity but by quality."
I have many friends,
But,how many in that many would really stand by me whenever I broke down in tears or down and out ?
Its ALWAYS that pathetic few who will really stand by me whenever I shouted out for "HELP" others would just " oh.".

I often think this way
"I took friends super duper serious but feel quite upset when I know that those best friends of mines doesnt regard me as their best friends and I jus get upset and become emo and start to think if these best friends of mines is worth to be inside of my's best friend category" ( zx say one)
I thght I am the only one who felt that way, FINALLY THERE IS OTHER PPL TOO !!
I am someone who thinks alot. I am someone who has alot of insecurity may it be a bgr or friendship, sometimes I just have no confidence at all.
But some friends, really gave me plenty of confidence and encouragement whenever I thght this friendship of ours is going to be gone.
AHAH, by now this post might surprised plenty I think.
To many, I am someone - who has many friends
- who is always that confident
- who is always that cheerful
- who is always that strong.
I AM NOT. I am just like any other ordinary people. I get emotional but I refused to let many know. FOR WHAT?! I mean, its pretty pointless for me to show it out and its only like this,others will come show care and concern. People who love me can understand everything when even I spoke nth.
Huiling once said " there is some ppl doesnt worth me treating them so good at all"
I lament abt the friendship built on superficial,spastic and some even just want to get closer to me just because I have many friends or I have that "shuai ge/mei nu" fren. =((
So sad right ?


On the another hand,tis was what happened ytd which really almost made me broke dwn into tears again.
I needed help. I called dumbass and when I told her what happened without even me asking her again, she say "ya, okay i will get it done."
That is really very very great of dumbass. =)))
I would nv want to lost you dumbass. DONT CRY WHEN YOU READ FINISH THIS OKAY !! =D

and to that passerby who thinks you are just a passerby in my life. you are not.

Some extracts from zx's fren blog ( its a good blog.)

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Friday, November 16, 2007


Upon reaching home, I saw two big towers stood in my living room. Bro brought new hifi-system and they are right now standing at nowhere in my living room. I was about to end my day just like this ,then, mom passed me one big red bomb from singtel. It says "PLEASE PAY UP SDG$152.51 NOW OR I CUT YOUR PHONE LINE." Oh gosh. I think I gonna to eat air for the next few weeks in school =(((

however,
I finally sing sang sung alreadly !! YAY !!

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Thursday, November 15, 2007


Sometimes, its all about the decision(s) you made in life.

I was doing some thinking on the bus today. I am thinking " am I just repeating the same old routine everyday ? I dont even know wtf am I studyin right now." I am just studying things which are empty. I dont put them into pratical use. =(

On a side note, I am very interested in sociology now.

yesterday's sweetness still lingers.

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007


FACEBOOK.
Okay, I am a new member of facebook which everyone is raving abt. Well, I didnt really want to join initally but after much psycho-ing from MR XX, I joined. He says " we shall have a secret society there" HAHA. So, dont ask me who is that MR XX. Cause it supposed to be a secret society and nobody are supposed to know who are the members !!
I am abit lost when I logged in. Cause theres so many invites for things like werewolves, vampires, slayers etc. And I was so paiseh to ask manning what was that. And she said " when you join the vampire gang you become a vampire and you go round biting your friends to get points !!" Sounds very bo liao. She added on " IF you have nth to do, you can play all these"
In short term, if you are bo liao, join facebook. But if you have no friends, then dont join cause you need friends to get the points. HAHAHAHA. Thats very lame of me.
AND HOR, I joined blinkymummy group in facebook too !! HAHAHA. =)

Man U match is on tonight. (insider's joke)




Monday, November 12, 2007


Went out with huiling on last wed, again to collect presents from dave and to do some "love-shopping" with her.
Birthday presents from dave !! THANK YOU BRATHA !!
Kenny Rogers with huiling. (see she is so happy whenever she is with me )
My new little lunchbox.

PUFF. My one week holiday ended just like that. I didnt really have much impression of it except of "working, out with huiling and bdict", " toy-cleaning @RP". Well, its quite a boring holiday. And I had 2 free days for myself to destress and energize at home by reading my over-due mags and books. I know wanpin is a boring girl. I know.
School commence today. Pretty bad I would say. Today's class is tough. Mainly made up of formulas formulas formulas which drove me mad. However school is more fun-ier with ad and xiu ard. " we abuse you but we love you" said ad & xiu. HAHAHAHAHA.
Hereby, ending this post with another of my favorite song.


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Saturday, November 10, 2007


After watching this music video at zx's blog. Its make me so addicted and wanna to make my tears "pu tong pu tong" de diao xiao lai.





Friday, November 09, 2007


Okays, I dont know whats the problem with blogger right now. I just cant upload the pictures after trying several times. I shall try my luck tml then !!




Thursday, November 08, 2007


Between a couple, the inital stage is always sweet and lovely dovey.
And there is alot of give in and plenty of endurance of things then.
But as time goes by, the endurance and giving in are like wear and tear.
getting worse each day.
The girl doesnt feel like giving into the guy anymore.
And the guy doesnt feel like compromising too.
End up, they got fed up and doesnt even wish to explain or trash things out.
The misunderstanding, the unacceptance, the cold war, the inner struggle comes in.
You might sudden ask shld we carry on ? Or shld we end like this?
You get too tired at times and you want to quit.
But, had you wonder actually its actually helping you to bring the r/s to a higher level ?
Actually, its a process where all couples have to go thrgh.
Its smth like.瓶颈you see.
Once overcomed, everything will be fine.
Just look on the opmistic side =) theres always sunshine after rain !!
SO !! dont give up. Why give up on smth which you cherished that much ?

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007


Two of the pictures that was took on monday night. At IKEA. I love this teddy bear !! Will anyone buy for me ?
Me and sweetie pie !!
After that outing, I bet sweetie now thinks I am damm romantic and sweet gf right? HAHAHA.
I am still very troubled over the jobs selection. Either its too far or the pay rate is too underrated like SDG$5.50 per hour ? Current job is the best but I really want a change of enviroment. New ppl, new working place. ARGHH. Edwin intro me to ESPIRIT. But I find the wages are abit too low. HOW HOW PPL? Shld I go for the interview ?
Urghhs. I am too tired to blog more. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE !!
Juli is busy with bball trgs, competitions, overseas trips, school blah blah blah. No time for wanpin!! SHOHURT CAN !! ( okay, i blog this just to irritate her !! lol)

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Sunday, November 04, 2007


It was first day at the "new" outlet. I was being transferred back there. And I had witnessed why the shop can't function well.
I saw the drama king when I reported work ytd. He cried and threw a tantrum and wanted to go home after being scolded by a customer. Urmm. Being scolded by customers and etc are quite common in our line. I dont see the point why he wants to go home. Its way too drama for me.Oh well. Nth much to comment abt but he did came back 3 hours later after much persuadation from my supervisor.
As for today, it started off quite badly. The Mastercard machine couldn't function as a result we can't recieve payment in masters' and many customers were quite fed up with it. As if you use UOB credit card you can get a 15% discount provided you charge the bill to it.
Then, another collegue of mine got real fed up( i dont know whats the reason) and went off earlier.
I got fed up when the "super" supervisior kept picking on me. Saying what " sales is so bad" shld be better. And reason being, its ME !! WTF. I was the one serving customers whereby all your staffs are hiding either behind or in the cashier counter. AND NOW, you are blaming me ?
You do not have enuff staff. Thats because you didnt have proper management of staff. I dont want to extend, then its my fault ? You jolly well know its a sunday, family day it will be damm busy and you only put 4-5 staffs ? And if you really cared abt this store you shld forge go your break and carry on working. I see kelly and dave doing this, why cant you ?! If you want your staff to show commitement , you have to set a example first. You dont care, why shld I ?
SDG$5000 is what I helped you with. You still want to lie to me your sales is good as ytd and its a normal thing that we hit SDG$5000 ? Dont come and bull shit with me.
As you can see, I am not very happy with this outlet. Initally, I thght things would be better. But, the staffs at that there.. really CMI. And the supervisior isnt motivating. =((
Stick back to the old plan.

Respect needs to be earned.

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Thursday, November 01, 2007


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !!






I guess some would agree with me.
Somehow, after we had stepped into poly we kinda of lost touch with our "used-to-be" besties good frens.
We faced the initally stage of reluatance of going to befriend new ppl in poly and promised each other we shall/must meet up as often even we go to poly.
However reality often surfaced a different face.
No matter how much we wanted to meet up, wanted to catch up but somehow we are so busy with projects, school work and part time jobs.
Sometimes, you even feel you can relate to your polymates more than them.
Why is it so ??
We even dont have the feeling to meet up with them at times.
And you get so irritated with the way they speak and they act.
Where is euphoria that we used to got from each other ?
The lost touch.

Oh, I killed that hua.
Its the sweet revenge.
I did nth. I didnt lodge a complaint.
I just gave her glares and ignorance of everything.
She, doesnt matter anymore.

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