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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Everything comes from nothing and goes back to nothing eventually. I always thought you would be different. You would come out with something new yourself and not to copy and surprise me(the rest) with something new. But back to square one, you are just another ordinary person. Fork you ; Spoon you ; Knife you too. Sounds vulgar eh. Attended this talk about etiquette and blah blah blah. Kinda of fun compared to the rest of the talks I had attended so far. =)) Math class was exceptionally boring and fun. Sounds contradicting eh. Boring is because the faci(teacher) sounds like a lecturer giving out lectures in math class. Oh man, save me from all this suffering. =(( Then the fun part came, he was calling out names to ask someone in the class to read out the problem statement. He shouted out " mei lian, meI LIAN. MEILIAN ? " and carried on when noone answers him. He goes on and even louder this time but sounds uncertain. " Mei lian teo " then he paused. " Or is it melanie teo ?" WTS lah. melanie become mei lian. Sian diao. And can call me choon mei !! I ignored him as I don't even have the slightest idea of him calling me winnie(winnie's chi name is choonmei)Then I looked at him awhile and realised he was calling me !! Si bei sian diao. Well, i had to attend to something else now. I will be back in a jiffy fer more updates =)) Oh ya, another piece of good news. I am IN fer the RP open house tour guide =)) It gonna to be fun man =)) Monday, November 27, 2006
Love transcends everything including love itself. I am terribly sick. Coughing and sneezing non-stop. I felt I could just die like this. And occcasional stomach ache(s) and giddy-ness could really make me faint. Wanted to catch Happy Feet with xiu and the rest but was cancelled last min because of me. I am sOo sorry eh. I was blog-hopping and happens to hop till this junior of my sec sch. She posted up some class photos that they took in class. Woah. Reminscing the past when I was in sec sch days was sOo fun. Life was simple yet exciting. =)) It put a smile back onto my face at the thought of it. Thrill of skippin D&T classes with liyi was like ytd. Hahs. I found some pics and find them so precious.  Hahas. I know our hair looks funny in this. But these are all wonderful memories that accompanied me through my whole 5 years in YHSS. Hahas. Can you spot me ? XIU & ELENA !! Try spotting Shiwei =)) This is a pic taken after our class charity balloon fair =)) We spent many afternoons and evening in school just to get this done =)) I miss my 4n3. =(( Class gathering soon ?Sunday, November 26, 2006
cough ; flu ; gastric. Fever, will you be next ? Hellos my reader out there, it had been a quite number of days of that I lasted blogged. I was too tired and sick to blog. Had been working fer the past few days. Memories of ytd was vague. Just remembered that I worked fer 10 freaking hours and served idiotic customers. LOL. Back to today, I think I am such a nice nICE NICE person. Travelled all the way ALONE to expo to find xiu, elena(nana) and shiwei. Shiwei is a bad friend. Got new friend then dunwan me this old friend liao. Next time I not gonna to jio him out fer ice cream le =(( But xiu jie is still the best !! Gave me one addias keychain!! Hahas. Go "tan ban" still got freebies get. So nice. Xiu jie you faster go work in AH YI ABALONE LAH. then i got free abalone to eat =)) Didnt managed to pass the dvds to MR Aeroplane anyway. I am kinda of fed up and I am not going to bring it fer him anymore unless he really Meet mummy at TBP. I ate like a hungry ghost when I reached dere. And my freaking gastric is killing me like hell lah. Then accompanied mummy to collect her facial stuffs and went shopping =) Wah lau eh, you know 5 bottles of cleansing milk how heavy anot ? Can die you know. Somemore have to shop with them. But nvm, I got my shimmering powder and a steamboat dinner treat is enuff to cover the energy loss =)) Then home sweet home after that. Dead beat. Thursday, November 23, 2006
Look forward day ; monday. Went fer LF's bdae ytd. BBQ-ing part with kx was fun. We made the guys to be our guinea pigs to check whether the food are cooked yet. But after awhile they became clever and made someone else their guinea pig. LOL. It had been quite awhile that we lasted gathered together and chatted sOo long. =)) JCAPS reunited =)) I am sOo happy, it had been AGES that JCAPS reunited. Everyone had been busy with sch, work, r/s blah blah blah. But all thanks to LF's bdae party which makes everyone reunited together once again. Gave SW a morning call at 6am today. And I am supposed to wake up ard 645 supposily. But ended up, woke up at 0835 instead. =( Took money frm mommy and cabbed dwn to sch. I wanted to skip sch but the pizza vouchers are with me. And that taxi uncle almost made my heart popped out. He was cutting other ppl's lane and I think we had been honked fer 4x ? Bloodly hell. And he was like "dunno rushing to where" also. As usual, congitive classes are boring. I am bored to death. I wasnt in a mood to do anything actually. I think is the lack of slp and boring faci ; must be. I wasnt much of a group player today but defended my grp during the dead debate today. compensate of not contributing much. =x Today is nt my day , defintely. We seems to be so far apart. No longer like the past. I guess, its no longer possible. No longer... " that the enviroment has gone to the dogs" Sneak preview of MISS BF's bdae party.  Wednesday, November 22, 2006
sixth sense ; it will bring us back someday, somehow. I still believe. Though we shouldnt ask fer return when we give others support in any form. But don't you think that this type of things is mutual ? One can't be always be giving others support but never ever got support whenever one needs it ? Finished my wei xiao pasta finally. now hooked on desperate housewives & tokyo juliet. Tokyo Juliet makes me feel so sweet all the times. LOL. Nth much to blog today. Going MISS BF's bdae bbq later. woots !! more pics updated later. =)) HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY POTASSIUM KOH AKA MISS BF. =)) Monday, November 20, 2006
FRIENDS; how shld you hold them ? Friends; do they put you up or push you down ? Friends; how much do they play a part in your heart. Friends; what do they do ? Friends; what do one expect in a friend ? Friends; Does just being there is enuff ? Money; roots of all evils. Insomnia , Had been accompanying me fer the past three days. No matter how tired I was , I just can’t get into slp. Had been immersing deep into work and tried not to think that much. That moment had been flashing in my mind now & then. I had questioned myself. Perhaps, words are meant to be hurtful in the first place. I said smth which I shldnt say today too. I am sorry if I ever hurt you. You were the one who are always been there whenever I cried, Yet , I gave you smth you didn’t deserved today. I guessed, I am evil and everything bad. That’s explained everything. Perhaps, I am not too evil as I am still admitting I am evil. Perhaps, what I need is a bit more time & courage. To face you & my hideous past. I am down, that’s it. I feel I am dying deep inside. Perhaps; Friday, November 17, 2006
hiatus. Thursday, November 16, 2006
I will hold you tight and close ; but hold me closer & tighter. I arent any expertise in anything, i gave you advice cause i cared. Mood had been been swinging like a swing these few days. Wasnt talking much. However after meetin up with dearest and recieving surprise sms-es frm XX I felt so happy deep inside. It cheered me up totally. I dunno why XX knew I was feeling low or it was such a concidence that he/she sms-ed me whenever I was feeling low. But thanks XX, I dunno whether you will get to read this anot but anyway, thanks. Things are most beautiful when they are at their purest stage. ; I had many friends. Besties,close friends , good friends, childhood friends, friends, acquaintances. Which category you belong to ? Or should I ask, which category am I to you ? Me and juliet are only acquaintances. Correct juliet ? Tuesday, November 14, 2006
 Thanks dearest. Thanks fer your delievery of my "belated" birthday to my house =) It seems to become a habit that you are giving me necklaces fer birthday present and I giving you perfumes/cologne fer birthday presents every year eh. Anyway, thanks alot. We are marching on to our 4th year !! =)) I am so glad that I have you as my loved ones. =)) Thanks papa !! Monday, November 13, 2006
from the start you knew ,we arent friends ; we are just pure acquaintances. WoOhoo. I am trying to make my blog more lively. It is so dead recently.*i think. Life had been so far so good. I guess blogging had been intergrated into my life now. It is hard to stop blogging nowadays. Movie dayout with some on thurs. Char Shao bao family seems to be very busy this week. Lets have our dayout next week okays ? Cfm okays. And MISS BF, I didnt forget its your 18th bdae next week. I will be dere okays ? Hahas. Nites everyone. Sunday, November 12, 2006
To XX, blogging is stupid; no life; no privacy. Why blog? Blogging is a great way of noting down every single moment of your life whether it is momentary, unhappy, joyful, hatred,love etc. whatever. Making your readers to feel how your life had been, sharing all your unhapiness and passing on your love to others. Blogging is something which shows the real you. Why hide posts ? Why set PS ? there are always evil taggers around; just like in life you have plentiful of gruesome ppl who wants to bring you dwn. Evil taggers around ? let it be. It makes your blog more lively. LOL. Eg. There are also many ppl who hates Xiaxue but I dun see she setting up PS to protect her blog or whatever. No matter what PS you set , if one wants to get into your blog there are so many ways to get into it. And it is sOo easy =)) And when those ppl get into your "protected" blog, more evil stuffs are coming up. I arent referring to anyone in this post. I am NOT. I am getting abit tired now. Got to rest. Nights everyone. Love; you said its too hard to understand and told me not to fall inside. I dont understand some ppl at times. They seems to be so awfully sad and seems to be dying when they just broke up with their bf/gf. But just in 2 days time, they found new love. I wonder what is true love to them. When you cant get it, you kept harping on it. When you lost it , you looked as if the world is coming to an end and get a new love in 2 days time. 2 days. I can't comprehend your "great and sacred love". And now ,you wrote abt lovely dovey abt you and your new love. you made me go woah. Stop farting in my shop wont you ? Farting without informing is like terrorism, bomb without any signals or hints. I think I will be dead beat next week. working 4 days in a straight row. aww. full shifts in between. whens holiday coming? I need you !! Friday, November 10, 2006
when everyone doesnt matters to you anymore ; sighs. How could one ever become despondent over one night's time. I often ponder, what if all my nightmares and my darkest secert come true again. I ponder, why is there so many " what if", " perhaps","maybe" in my head always. I had this nightmare ages back and I woke up screaming and burst out crying then and I dunno whether one day if this nightmare would come true someday(dreams do come true smths.) "What if everything around youIsn't quite what it seems .What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream. If you look at your reflection , Is it all you want to be What if you could look right through the cracks would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?" - Trent Reznor - quoted from http://nineinchmale.multiply.com/ well, I do felt that way sometimes. There are some hideous past that we doesnt want others to know. Simply because we are cowards to face those truths behind our glamourous facade.Love is a fan club that consist only two people. I am feelin so down after speaking to juliet and xiu. I dunno why. I have plenti to say but was being held back. Perhaps one day I will be isolated. Perhaps one day I will be forgotten Perhaps one day I will become a loner in sch. Perhaps one day maybe even juliet and xiu wont even want to talk to me Perhaps one day dumbass n MISS BF will ditch me by aside and dun care abt me anymore. Perhaps one day I will just die like that. Perhaps one day I will be killed by my most loved ones. Perhaps. perhaps , perhaps. Perhaps all these perhaps will come true one day. perhaps. Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Before expecting others to stand fer you , you must learn to stand fer yourself. Skipped sch today and woke up in the late noon then went shopping with MISS BF. LOLs. Bought a new shorts and top ;again. Shopping sphree had been fun just that MISS BF is quite fed up with the auntie who doesnt want to lower the price when other shops are offering at a lower rate. Well, the auntie just don't believe that other shops are offering lower prices. (psst, that auntie is someone who we always patronize her) Love storys are always complicated. If love was that simple in the first place, I guess everyone wont get hurt that easily eh ? I always believe in KARMA ; what goes around comes around. You laughed at those pityful ones. ; perhaps one day you will end up like this too.=(( I hate your fcuked up attitude.Who cares about your filthy money man. Yucks. You made me puke. =(( Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Be a lil braver ; turn back and look whats behind. Juliet and Xiu are bad people. Dump wanpin in school alone today. Workshops are boring. No eyecandy ; No high CE pts. But here I am, stuck somewhere in school library attending this LexisNexis workshop. I have no inspiration to blog these few days. Due to the monotonous school time table with nth new. Oh ya, I got a piece of shocking news which made me feels "woah, unbelievable". However, I am not going to share this news . Its kinda of other people's private stuffs. And I don't think she wants the whole world to know. But I just want to wish you all the best to you and your lil one. Hope to catch up with you soon =)) Dumbass made me feels pissed off and feels she is sweet at the same time. hahas. She just know the right way to make me =)) Melt me with tiffany. Monday, November 06, 2006
I am wild ; tame me if you could. I want to blog but I have no topics or things to start with. whatever. After thinking fer quite a period of time, I start to think whether being in love at this tender age of ours is momentary or what. I think love at this age cant really last especially in the society like this. You think that you and him/her could have your forever but how many could really have that "forever" ? Sweet nothings, being lovely dovey,mushy talks etc. Making being in love such a wonderful experience to have eh ? What happens when he/she suddenly walk out of your life and leaving you behind ? "I will always love you ; forever and ever baby" Could their words could be trusted ? hahs, in love your very first instict tell you that " whatever he/she says is true, they meant it." But I really wonder what is always. And does forever really exists ? Sunday, November 05, 2006
Diamonds & money are always girl's best friend ? He/she can do this to others ; he/she can do this to you someday. I truly think that this phrase is so true. If he/she can because of YOU ignore others , he/she can ignore YOU because of some "others" too. Friday, November 03, 2006
Be brave , I will. I don't understand why dere are such stupid woman in this world. I was doing some blog-hopping just now and happened to browse this particular girl frm my previous sch. Her bf fucked her and dumped her straight after that. And she didnt even uttered any word to any of her friends or to give dat bastard a big tight slap !!(at least?) ?! And after how badly the bf treated her and now she is back with that bastard ? I don't understand. Perhaps love had blinded her conscience and common sense so that she can't think and fights fer her own rights fer herself. I feel sorry fer this girl. Thursday, November 02, 2006
I feel pretty cause my frens made me feel so =)) things are going on a smoother track fer me and frens now ; i think. i guess you arent still that open to me yet thus some things you choose to left untold to me. I guess I just have to work harder. lil things would show me everything ; it shows me how much I meant to you. I choose to call amy dumbass fer a reason. She is being dumb sometimes easily fall fer my/LF's trick easily. LOL. She is so easily contented lah. Buy her some food she would love you like mad. =)) But she is adorable in a sense that she feels so high & happy after tricking me on my bdae , I mean successfully. She fails to trick me & LF most of the time. But I will still love you still. Lingfei; buds fer almost 6 years ? Standing me thrgh most of my hard n good times. Though I si bei bth the things and thoughts she have but afterall I know she is always been protecting frm some stuffs and standing at my side whenever I need you the most. No matter what, I will still love you so. Liting; buds fer 6 years too. Seems to be like ah lian but the most jiang yi qi one !! No matter what fcuking problem I have sure go complain to her. She always trys her best to make time fer us even at the sake of quarrelling with her bf. I feel so touched at times. I love her no matter what. Peiyu; Buds fer 5year pls. Had some conflicts in the beginning of this year. Things are getting better now. She accompanied me thrgh my hardest period last year. Friend's bonding wont be lost so easily. I still love her still. ZX; Can be considered besties fer going 1 year ? We seems to dislike each other in the beginning but things turned out fine after that. Like a lil girl who crys and gets soO god damm emo easily. Though I get so pissed off with her sometimes but you guys know me my anger cant last no longer then 3 days =x LOL. And dont always cry and make me so worried fer you okays ? Sometimes seeing like this making me want to have a pair of wings so I can fly to you immediately !! no matter what , I will still love you still. Juliana; My juliet !! This one i got closer with her only when the sem 1 is ending. She seems to be so crappy and such a nick name generator !! LOL. I seems to be laughing non stop with her and zx ard. I am so sorry few days back. I shouldnt be bothering you when you have your stuffs to bother abt. Well, I guess you must be feeling high& happy now =) Though you didnt told "char shao bao(s)" but we guess we know what happened. Anyway , congrats =) And thanks fer everything, I love you !! Zi loong; Papa, I realli love you alot alot alot alot. Thanks fer dumping everything just to listen to all my sorrows and crying everytime. I will become brave and strong fer your sake. I will. Jeremy Chua ; My past darling. LOL. (peiyu, u dunmind right ?!) I guess it had been tough fer you to tolerate all my bullying !! It had been fun with you around. Like what I says in the past , boredness nv finds its way to me with my darlings ard. We are so closely bonded in the past year. Thanks fer everything. I love you too !! (as a bestie) To all besties of secondary school who are nt mentioned above . You guys know who you are, you guys are so "on" whenever my bdae reaches and make time fer me no matter how busy are your schdules are. I know you guys love me and I love you all too. The year is coming to an end. I am wrapping everything good and bringing them with me towards 2007 and dumping everything bad . I will still love you all still. |
