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Monday, July 30, 2007
When, I want to go overseas badly. I know I am escaping frm smth again. I discover whenever I hit a bad patch or whatever I tend to go for an escape or smth. Avoiding things and people I don’t want to see. I am starting to hate my surroundings. As for.. People who starts doing the same thing that I done. People are too fake for me to handle. People who dig up all my deepest emotions and dump me aside when they digged finish everything of mine. I know whos true and whose not. I took off my protective shield and you ensured everything will be fine. But whats happening now ? I am not emo. Its all my thoughts and feelings I had been bottling up. And after much thought, I can can conclude almost 99% of RP frens are just acquaintances. yes, mere acquaintances. This blog of mine. I put so much of my emotions inside. Putting every single moment of my very true feelings. Unlike other bloggers who blogged abt fakey stuffs, I can swear I don’t. I am starting to regret for making my blog and personal life too public. But once again, I felt. This is a lil space of mine. For me to joint dwn my thghts and my frens to know whats going on with me now. I am so contradicting. I am super duper angry with that humji guy at work ytd. I could not believe how humji can a guy gets. If I am a man, I will cfm 100% plus chop go infront and stop whatever that stupid cheena woman is doing. OH MY. If you are a man please act like a man. Though mei rer does call me the humji king but I know I wont be humji in that situation. I even confronted that cheena piang and asked her whats wrong(luckily she didnt grab my hands like the way she did to elanie). If she were to lay her hands on me, I sure get the hell outta of her. ENUFFS of ranting. And,I thght ytd will just end off with a bad ending. BUT BUT. I went shopping with mommy and we went to eat the cheesy fondue pizza after LONG LONG TIME !! HAHAHA. Both of us were too bloated after eating the cheesy fondue pizza set for 2-3 and plus a hut's platter. Thats PEEKTURES up next !! The legendary cheesy fondue pizza !!
Life still goes on. I wonder why do some individuals like to bluff even on small tiny binty stuffs such as grades. I'm confused. Labels: pictures, rants, shopping Friday, July 27, 2007
I was a happy kid ytd !! Goodfren came all the way dwn frm home and brought crunchie for me !! But, I think that he "shun bian" one lohs !! HAHA. But jojo commented that he is very nice and sweet which makes me wants to puke lah ! LOL. It had been awhile that I lasted catch a bball match and I am still getting panicky when the score of the oppenent team drew near. HAHA. Brought some munchin'donuts for mei rer and she said she felt "touched-ed" HAHA. Hadnt felt such simple joy and contentment for a long time. THANKS GOOD FREN AND JOJO !! Simple joy and treats made my day =) Labels: bball match, goodfren, JOJO Tuesday, July 24, 2007
"when was the last time you felt reaaaaaally happy." blogged mei rer. I thought abt it.Suddenly. I realised I wasnt really happy all these while. Though I felt happy and laughed and having alil setbacks which I got back on my feet real fast but deep down. I wasnt really happy. For a very long time, I didnt smile at the lil things that used to make me feel contented for the whole day or even the whole week. Is it because there is noone who really does all those lil things to me anymore or am I nt feeling any contented easily anymore ? Humans are always insatiable. Unable to settle for the little. The past. The excitement of looking forward to school everyday cause you have nice and fun classmates ; the euphoria you got from lil things that your frens done for you; the shouts of delightment.I used to smile when I see dumbass. I used to laugh non-stop with my sec sch pals. I used to run around with the duster to whack the guys. I used to cook with happiness for my xiao bao. I used to , I used to, I used to. That was all in the past. Everything had changed when I stepped into the 18th of my life. That sucks. I felt useless when I know I cant fight this battle anymore. behind this glamourous facade. I am just a pathetic soul who cant fight on anymore. Monday, July 23, 2007
If one day you were to choose between reality and passion. Which one would you choose ? Would you rather to choose a job of your passion or the reality ? Love, back to the way it used to be. Thursday, July 19, 2007
 PUBLIC TRANSPORT. Okays, supposingly we should be grateful when we have sucha good public transport in SG. BUT!! There are some inconsiderate ppl ard which causes our journey very unbearable. I cant stand ppl who ... 1) prick their nose infront of me or sitting beside me 2) Place their wet groceries on the seats resulting others cant sit. 3) Blast their music especially those cheena piang/ah bu neh neh songs. ( I am nt racist) 4) Have body odour and still act as if they smells like flowers. 5) Sleep and their heads kept "falling" onto your shoulders. 6) Steps onto your legs and didnt even bother to apologise. 7) Kids who sweat and still stand so close to you. 8) have "distinct" smell 9) guys who deliberately take advantages of girls when the bus/train is packed. 10)cut their fingernails OH MY OH MY. My goosebumps are popping out when I am typing this post. I hope that my future husband can drive and have a car of his own then I DONT NEED TO ENDURE ALL THESE SHIT ANYMORE !! HAHAHAHA. But meanwhile, I still have to endure cause I am a poor lil student who cant always take cab.. HAHAHA. Dave says I need to be a graceful tai tai !! The graceful tai tai wannabe training in process !! HAHAHAHA *photos credits to deviantart , ~Vladm Labels: public transport, society Wednesday, July 18, 2007
If simple things could bring plenty joy. Where had all the plenty joy gone to ? I want to gasp with joy again. =) Okays, I am starting to think I should do something to my personal grooming. Till now, there is 2 ppl saying my personal grooming is getting lousier this month. =((( I am terribly bored waiting for the air-con and internet technician to come over to repair the water leaking air-cons and making of the wireless stuffs. Off to study MSUT for fri. Which is goner for me. =((( Labels: random Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I loved the days I could slack at home, reading my mags and listening to the oldies.. Its hard for me to move on a lil. Sunday, July 15, 2007
 HAHA. New shoes for the entire week. The black holey one.. I regretted buying it though it was cheap. As for the red one, it will be nicer if it has a size bigger but since its dave brought it for me I should be grateful lah !! HAHA. Horny one !! I hope things will be fine by now ? No matter what, horny ass will be here alrights ? Dont cry dont cry. But I still felt you worth a better man. =) Work is hilarious and boring as usual. I saw a woman wearing the wrong side of her clothes and I find it hard to tell her that but I still muster up ALL my courage to tell her that. I was so worried that she might tell me " Oh, I did this on purpose, this is my style" I think I would laugh non stop if this happens. Alrights, I am getting fatter with all the goodies foodies ard. TIME TO STOP MUCHING WANPIN !! STOP!! Jann, lets stop together okays ? HAHA. I saw this at jann's blog and I just knew I am supposed to do this.. ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself 1. I will clean my room middle of the night when I cant fall aslp. 2. Though I cant cry easily but once start... UNSTOPPABLE.(thats one of the reason I dont like to cry) 3. I only wear my specs when I am studying. 4. I wore head to toe in pink before. All my stuffs were in pink when I was in sec sch. Ranging frm school bag , hairbands, watch,pen, pencils. Actually all is in pinkexcept my socks and uniform which my sch dont allow. But I do dream of getting into a sch which have pink uniform !! HAHA. 5. I only scold FCUK when I am real angry. 6. I have plenty of guys fren which everyone mistaken them for my bf. 7. I can type even not looking at the keyboard( trained when I was watching tv and replying to msn) HAHA. 8. You can place me in a jungle but not in an enclosed area. 9. I have a slight phobia of heights. 10. I hate sports and maths but my close frens are GOOD at BOTH!! OH MY!! HAHA. Labels: dave, FOXS, shoes, tags, work Saturday, July 14, 2007
When things start to change but you are still the same. WOOHOO!! I saw.. ziloong, cins and amy today !! WHICH MADE ME SUPER DUPER HAPPY. It really perks me up instantly. I dont understand why she dont understand. I dont understand why she has to yell when I win her at "debating". She thinks she is forever in the right and I am always in the wrong She will curse at herself when she is fed up. I dont understand I dont understand. Thursday, July 12, 2007
I don’t know whats wrong with everyone now. I am starting to agree with zx that 2007 is a bad year for us. Within two days, I heard abt brokeup(s), frens hurting himself over r/s, frens getting a bad patch in life, workplace having a yaya payaya which makes everything so diff. I don’t know what to do now. I am so lost. Too lost. I almost cried when I saw mei rer’s blog just because I got to knew another fren of me had again getting sad over r/s. Oh my. Seriously, don’t listen to 不能说的秘密when you are emo. It makes you more emo then ever. Where is the one who knew smth is wrong I spoke nth at all , the one who hears me rant non stop, my “papa”, my ah dave , my 38. And Mr lecturer, I don’t know will you be reading this. But your smses really can make me laugh non stop( at least at that moment.) Okays, I shld just stop here. ALL BAD EMOTIONS STOPPPPPPPPP HERE. Or maybe not.. Labels: emotions, rants, thoughts Wednesday, July 11, 2007
 Create your own Friend Test here Okays, I did this because I am very angry. Cause everyone tells me to do theirs and I felt its kinda of "bo hua" so... here it is. I wont be angry if you scored very low.. There is more room for you to improve on eh !! HAHA. Okays, LF I am very sad that you cheated me. Labels: quiz Tuesday, July 10, 2007
 I WANNA THIS BAG !! I had placed my orders, hopefully I am in the 150 waiting list. Stastics of this bag. UK-SOLD OUT. Hong Kong - SOLD OUT and had riots outside the shops. Malaysia- SOLD OUT within 30 mins. Taiwan- SOLD OUT. SG- PENDING !! OH MY OH MY !! Labels: anya hindmarch Monday, July 09, 2007
It was a well spent saturday. I felt that this chalet party was the MOST fun filled bbq chalet I attended this year. With the guys ard, I dont have to cook but just to stuff with myself with enormous amt of food. Which is GOOD !! LAUGHTER and CRAP IS ALL ARD!! And my ambience also lah !! SOP and ZX dont say I AM VERY WORDY OKAYS !! HERE ARE THE PICS !!  Me and my all time favorite =) Goodie foodies !! Group shots !! the funny ones. Candid shots. Labels: bdae party, jeff, sec sch pals Sunday, July 08, 2007
I feeling abit emo. Because of the songs and the things I read. Ppl said, love is always the sweetest during the scandalous period and honeymoon period. I dont wish to stay in a scandalous state always. Its darn tiring. You made me love you. I wished you could tell me how you feel exactly. =) Alrights, back to daily stuffs. I went shopping before heading to jeff's bdae today. It was a pick and go shopping spree as it is madness everywhere. =(( I spent 50SDG without buying anything okays. I dont know where my 50SDG go to.. =((( I wanna that anya hindmarch bag. That " I AM NOT A PLASTIC BAG" bag. Its making me going crazy over it. Hopefully I am in the 150 waiting list !! PLEASE !! And that ctt dave got one (cfm) plus pending two in hand. OH MY OH MY. PLEASE LET ME HAVE IT CAN?! I am feeling anxious and envious now lah !! HAHA. I found something very true at my acquaintance blog. She said.. The initial shyness, the apprehensiveness to even hold her hand, the butterflies in your tummy wrecking havoc, the barely-there touches, the fleeting looks, the soars you constantly feel from your heart. The smiles that comes on unknowingly, the constant feeling of being on cloud 9, the hands turning clammy, the confusion of not knowing what to do or say, the shocks you get running down your body when your eyes meet. The wonderment of whether you’ll be the one for her, the sudden pang of jealousy when you see her with someone else, the constant yearning for her presence, the dreams of a happily ever after. The feeling of belonging when she holds your hand, feeling like you’re melting away when she kisses you, the way she pops into your head when you’re listening to a sappy love song, the way you look forward to meeting her again, the highly-powered tension when you’re left alone with her. The fumbling of words, the way you try to be impressive, the way you wonder how she thinks of you. The euphoria, the leapt your heart does, the tightening of your stomach, the clenching of your throat – all this and more when you so much as look at her.The trials of meeting that someone, the initial crush, the development of feelings - all those complex emotions and tumultuous moments. The thousand and one things you like about her. The way you feel appreciative and happy from a simple gesture. But gradually, you expect more, you want more, you take things for granted. Simple gestures no longer have the same effect on you anymore. Why? Why don’t we ever feel contentment, why must we always want more, want something better than what we already have? Thats all i wanna to say. Its getting a bit wordy. I promise, I will feed you guys with plenty pLENTY PLENTY OF PHOTOS NEXT POST =)))) Zx shared the same thought as me now. We love the anya hindmarch bag equally much and.. something else. And LF said she kept dreaming abt my soon to be bdae party. SHE HOPES I CAN OPEN ONE. SHE SAY IT WILL BE SUPER DUPER FUN!!So, shld i open ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Labels: anya hindmarch, bdae party, LOVE, random Wednesday, July 04, 2007
You meant so much to me. I cant live without friends. Friends had seems to be intergrated into my life alrd. I remembered when I broke up with my 2nd beau, it was one close fren of mine then pick me up and "scolded" my x beau and stop him from harassing me again. It had always been friends who picked me and sometimes throw me dwn into a deep pit which I take years to stand again. There was once a fren of mine who kept open secret frm me and still deny when I asked her. I cried very badly and felt damm hurt over it and swore not to talk to her again. But then, it was her again who picked me up once and again and again when I was feeling low. There is a fren, who seems to be always too busy with stuffs and slping at 12am on the dot but will nv reject my calls whenever I cried and listen to my rantings whenever I called her after 12am. And now, there is a fren whom I just known fer going 9 weeks could understand me when I spoke nth and laughing loudly and sometimes treat me so coldly but will assure me that she will still love me still =) There is one special fren, who is so much older then me and always make me his maid but nv fails to help me whenever I need There is one guy who I nv talk much in class but now is my good fren nv fails to cheer me up and advices me on this and that. Friends, no matter are you here or there, I know you are always here, for me. =))) It seems like everyone to be blogging abt friends and love. Labels: friends Sunday, July 01, 2007
 HAIL TO THE GOODIE FOODIES !! The candid shots =) US with the bdae girl, kaini =) Thats before we start to camwhore and go crazy !! And now, we had became crazy as the ambience is right !!(insider's joke) I look as if I am drunk in the middle pic , I AM NOT !! The yummy bdae cake =) Thats the bdae girl, before and after the sabotage !! HAHA. Labels: camwhore, kaini's bdae, photos |
And here, the camwhoring starts. Pardon me for my fats. HAHAHA.