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Sunday, November 27, 2005
MY COMPLAINS To be frank , I had enuff of those stupid things u say n do . If you realli treat me as a fren or so called " buddies " , I wont be tat disappointed n sad. Dun come n bullshit with me n say wat da jia dou shi hao peng you dou shi sister . Dont tag at my tagboard or tell me saying tat " we are always frens n I will be there for you whenever u need me . " Cause when i feeling dwn , lost , confused , scared .. NONE OF YOU ARE BY MY SIDE !! And when i approach u for help what i get is more disappointment. Just now I was feeling damm low , I was trying to find help yet I couldnt pick up the phone n call u guys . You go ask yourself why I couldnt pick up the phone and call u ? The world isnt black n white tat simple neither it is colourful which is so beautiful . The real world is a place there is pack of lies , disappointment and betrayal . Couldnt one of u sense my unsecured n helpless ? PPL WHO MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE . > David Ho My x edo manager. Though he is older then me by 8 yrs yet I feel no generation gap between us. He is like a fren who teaches me lotsa of things enabling me matured between these two yrs. Though he sets some bad example to me like --> smokin , scolding the F*** word , being damm late for work . Other then tat he is a realli nice person to learn frm . He is like a big brother to me and protect me from others and get it back for me when others tried to take advantage of me . He tell me nt to test for sincerity of others when befriending . And more of these life skills which I cant learn any where else. And lotsa more which I think tat I couldnt finish even I fill up this whole page. I just wanna like to say a big thank you to you , david . > Some idoitic ppl who are still in my life Ppl who made a difference in my life nt only means tat they had done a good thing to me . It aso might be something bad they had done to me which me made me learnt more. You idoits had done so much things to disappoint me and hurt me . But a big thanks to that , you idoits had made me learnt how to handle with u stupid idoit in my later life and how to handle set backs. So " thank you ". > My x band mates Though I quitted band long ago but the memories I had is still tat fresh . Thrgh band I learnt how to endure thrgh hardships and nt to get proud when achieving smth. As there is always someone better then u and u have to push yourself to another threshold. a-hahs. I tink all bandmens shld agree with this ba. lols. Enuff of those , I shall make a abrupt ending now as I dunno wat to add on. Ciaox. |