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Thursday, June 22, 2006


Listening to : Chun zai ; 5566

I dunno how to start this entry with. I am overflowed with emo now. Dun claim to be my best buddies , my darlings if you are not one. I believed in every single friendship it needs trust. The most simple yet most difficult to achieve . I trust every single of my close pals. I lOVE them. I said I would give them the ultimate trust dat I will ever give. I will love like I will love my boy. But . Its still up to them to reciporate my love n trust. I dun ask fer anything in return. I just want you guys to be truthful and honest. You could nv imagine how hurting when you find out your closest frens betrayed your trust your love. Perhaps, I was the one being silly. I told xx , my name end with ool. why ? I am a tool to them and ended up as a fool. see ? xx said deres no point getting angry when you cant the anger across them. I think so. I am nt angry but very disppointed in everything they done. You said that " i did everything fer your own good." " I love you as a fren so I did this." Fcuk. As a fren , my loved fren you wont do this. You will think of all possibilty before making a decision. You nv respect me before. You treat me good bcox of dat someone else, bcox of guilt. You dun treat me as a fren. I dun need you guys now. not even in the future. When things start crashing dwn in your world , dun come crying and start to ask me fer help. I wont give a damm. Feels hurted arh ? I am being stabbed by you thousand times more. I make things clear now. I wont forgive you . I wont give my blessings to you in watever u do ; let it be you get married . watever. I wont. I meant it this time. I will do it. I am starting not to place ANYMORE TRUST IN ANYONE ELSE.
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