♥ double u's

Listening to : Wo bu xiang wang ji ni ; Claire

Like this song damm much. It can make me think of the happi memories which I once had , can make me cry. urm.

WOots !! Went to NDP preview with LF, amy , MJ and SQ. Soo darn fun. Peeps who didnt join us will be regret it very much !! e.g liting, shiwei. hahas. I was the photographer of the nites can ?! Busy taking pics until SQ bth say " can u put dwn your camera n enjoy the show ?" LOL. Next time eat ice cream dun stand beside MJ liao. wat liao eh.. Say what dunwan to eat bread one cause scared tio her tee then eat cup one. Haven reach the mouth jiu tio my hand. Then third mouth jiu drop on the floor. WTH. sians diao lohs.. hahs. Dunno why recently like photography sOo much. I think fireworks is the main highlight of the nites though its always been. But I think this year de fireworks damm lotsa lohs. Hahas. When I was taking pics/video of the fireworks I was ponderin how good would it be if my boy is with me now. Hahs. Okies.. I noe its time to wake up.. LOL. Later part of the nites we are sOo damm high when they had the medley of Singapore *felt so pariotic can ? But my high-ness didnt last long. Dunno why the NDP is sOo darn short can ? Around 2 hours jiu finish. WTH. I haven started to enjoy myself but it is ending ? Nvm. We had plenti of self-entertain .. E.G- Takin photos !! Our LOVE can ?! Will upload the pics as soon LF pass it to me. Then headed dwn to JE mac to have our dinner. sOo hungry.. Chicken biscuits with curry sauce is nice !! The goodie bag is definetly better then the Family day one lohs.. The previous NDP preview I went was kns. The goodie bag onli have what clippo ,raincoat ,drinks and placed inside a cheapo plastic bag =[ The goodie bag today is filled with lotsa lotsa lotsa of tidbits and drinks. And dere are sOo many stuffs inside. I had took a photo of it and will upload with the rest. I am SOOO damm high now. Thanks MJ fer makin me so high outside the toliet by accompanyin me ksiao !! I think I need to go to my lala land liao ~~ GOOD NITES EVERYONE !!

p/s : I am living great. Sorry eh. Your critism cant bring me dwn. I dun give a shitty damm to what u do/say. Listen to others all you want. I duncare. I have plentiful of peeps who believe and know what kind of ppl I am. I have all the rights in the world to do what I want. Like what I always said , dun like me ? Scram off then. I will act like nth happen cause I dun think I have any need to hate/dislike u . Truth speaks fer itself.
FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TALK ABOUT ME THANKS FOR MAKING ME THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD!
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Friday, July 28, 2006

I know this is abit too.. LOL.

Lingfei's new haircut.. No much diff actualli..

That's me !!

AME !! See this. Inno from the inside okies !!

Listening to : Zhi teng hua ; S.H.E

I think I should take my bud's suggestion into consideration. I hope I am doing the right thing now. I shant say what are my plans for now =]

Met Liting ytd fer my haircut. Supposily LF was just there to keep me accompanied but in the end because of shortage of models , she had to be one too. LOL. Quite fun lahs.. Liting's mentor even helped us to cut our fringles. He said " now very liu xin long fringles mehs?" and started to cut my fringle. I am so inno-lookin now !!! DUN BE JEALOUS AME !! uploading pics later. Had conference with LF,SW and ICY !! OMG. I think this is the first time that I am talkin to him. LOL. Erm. saw him a couple of time but didnt realli managed to chat with him. * I also dunwan to talk to him in the past. Find he is quite a chatty guy but.. He did somethings which realli disgusted us and resulting I have very very very very... bad impression of him. But must thank him fer lettin me scoldin n suanin him fer the whole nites. LF complained to me I made him so emo in the later part of the chat. Nt my fault what.. How I noe he will get so emo one right ? Okies.. Uploading the pics later. tata.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Listening to : My prer0grative ; Britney Spears.

I am feelin damm fcuked up when I am bloggin now.
This is my way of doing things. Dun like it scram off.
I have NO intentions of snatching anyone away frm anyone .
I dun think I need to change myself cause I am who I am. My buds love fer who I am.
So, stop puttin your views on me.

When I confronted you, dun come bullshit say " how u noe its u"
Please lahs. Even a idoit noes dat. Dun tell me YOU the writer dunno ?
I had seen many kind of ppl. I noe how ppl works. I see politics in office and at home.
Dun come act and wayang infront of me.
I dun take this.
Just few glances , I noe what kind of person u are.
I feelin damm irritated as it is.
I WILL IGNORE every single of your childish acts from now.
I duncare I am being blunt or watever.
DUN come ask me. like what u said " HOW U NOE ITS U ?" right ?
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Listening to : Ai de jiu shi ni ; Lee Hom

For this time round, I am nt gonna to explain. Suspect and think all you want. I had been explainin since last time. Explain until rot also no use , so waste my breath. And stop givin me those "faces" those " realli meh." " cannot believe lehs.." wts. Then fer what u ask, u just want a answer which satsify your kpo-ness right ? So dun ask me anymore , just take the answer that you want.

Class seems to be SOO god damm boring. My grp . Hais. The three hardworkin ladies are havin conversion of their own and me ? Bloggin right here. Eh eh eh.. I am not slackin ard. I asked what am I supposed to do. But what I got was silence. Sians. Ray is right beside me now. But I dunno what is he doing either. Okies. He is chattin with an anymonous girl. Muahaha. I dunno what am I going to blog either. Just finished reading STOMP. Fer peeps who dunno whats dat its a online blog which have some infamous bloggers in S'pore. Including ppl like xiaxue , dawn yang. They called males tai tai as mai-tai. But i dunwan my future husband to be a mai-tai. cause.. I wan to be a tai tai myself !! wahaha. I think every girl wants to be tai tai ba.. I dunno abt peeps out dere but I noe most of my girlfriends want to be a tai tai . LOL. And I would like to elaborate more abt ME today.

Kinda of pissed off by ppl who kept saying me is someone who doesnt work and cant survive without my parent's financial help. WTH. let me get this across. I am fcukin independent in terms of financial. FYI, I gave half of my gross salary to my parents. How many of you did that !! And I am payin my OWN hp bills every mth okies. Dun come bullshit with me say I am so budget when dunneed to pay fer any freakin stuff. I am not born with a gold/silver spoon in my mouth. Stop labelling me as " bai jia nu". I may be a spendthrift but I am financially independent okies.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Listening to: wo men zhe men le ; S.H.E

It turns out to be ANOTHER misunderstanding again. hais. Communication breakdown. Made me worried fer the whole day and turns out to be .. nth. Met khairul on the way to sch. And then met pu tao ge going CWP instead of headin to sch. Shant elaborate.

Today's problem abt maths again. Peeps who know me well..Should noe .. errr. LOL. Had lunch at the new canteen. Food is SOOOOOOOOOO much better then the yucky old canteen. Food sucks big time and so damm x. Waste my money. Went lunch with juliana and wc. Had indo-food. So nice can. Like what juliana said " Even havin this fer lunch everyday, I aso wont grumble" hahs. Totally agree !!! Took pics of the idoitic wc face. I and juliana loves making fun of "xiao mei". LOL. And headed dwn to Cafe gailee to buy some drinks. And poor juliana eye kanna poked all thanks to me. And I couldnt stop laughing after that. And witnessed someone fell dwn in the cafe. Such an "eventful" day right ? I think we ate the slowest in the class. Actualli is a bunch of us went to the new canteen but three of us had indo-food and waited damm long fer it. *but it is worth the wait. By the time we started eating and the rest went back class and saw Cat&Rus buying food. And reached class just before Cat&Rus. Slow turtle I call we three. hahas. Kept disturbin juliana the whole day. She seems to be SOO happi to let me bully her !! Wahaha.. WANPIN IS A BIG BULLY NOW !! DUN PROVOKE HER !! lols. Met my love after sch. Had mos burger. Yummy yummy. <3 Chatted awhile and headed hm. Ta lang ~~ here I am bloggin. I dying of fatigue soon. real soon. Weekends !! I NEED YOU !! I NEED MY BEAUTY SLP !!

Just got to know my ah gong admitted into hospital today. Hais. Visiting him tml to check everything is alrite. Hopes everything will be fine and my lot I prayed earlier on will come true. Hope*
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Listening to : Jia Zhuang ; Jolin tsai

I nv knew not bloggin fer days is a sin till ytd. LOL. Alrite then, here it comes. Though I am not attached but I still have my big social circle of frens to entertain. Plain entertainin them make me busy. * sounds abit bhb eh.

Nowadays I like to spend my weekends at home. Too lazy to drag myself out of the house unless my buds ask me to do so. I was SOO damm tired when I was out with amy ytd. I was like a walkin corpse walkin in JP. Combed the entire JP fer my nata de coco. WTS. none of the supermarts have it. Had to settle fer the can one instead. Almost ate the whole can of it but I am glad I didnt. Or else mom's naggin wouldnt stop. Since young, due to my lousy respiratory system mom didnt allow me to eat alot of cold stuffs which she finds to " liang" (cold in nature) in a go, as she is afraid I might have asthma attack(s) again. But then. I still can enjoy cold stuffs but in check. LOL. I was chattin with amy while walkin in the supermarts. And we are thinkin " why girls are always given strawberry flavors food while guys are always given the choco ones." Since young, my aunt/uncle will buy STRAWBERRY sweets fer me while my cousin(guy) gets the CHOCOLATE ONE !!! arghhs. When did this strawberry fer girls and choco fer guys concept started? I am given strawberry sweets , strawberry biscuits , strawberry milk !! OMG. I dun realli detest strawberry flavor stuffs but just dun realli understand. Hahas. Maybe strawberry is seen as pink color whereas choco is seen as a more man color eh ? lols. Just imagine this " a small lil boi eatin strawberry biscuits and was clothed in pink" You might think his mom ksiao right ? Dress her son in pink eatin strawberry stuffs. Typical example of preceptual errors eh. * I applied what I had learnt in RP okies. Zi loong bdae is reachin soon. Hadnt got anything fer him. Gotta to go look fer some soon. real soon eh. I shall end my entry here. tata. <3
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Listening to : Pian Jian ; Gigi

Skipped class today. Relief faci fer today sucks. If you notice my previous entries, you might have an impression of a idoitic faci which I condemmed. Yesh, its her takin my class again. She is back. Omg. Can u imagine the sick cum sian face when I saw her stepped into my class ? Drats it. Total attendence of 22 peeps in w25a. By the end of first meetin, 16 peeps are still strugglin in class. Then by the end of 2nd meeting 10 peeps are left strugglin . LOLS. Can you see the amt of peeps hate that faci. Those who are still in class are those "hardworkin cum guai" ones. hahas. Then we the ponkers headed down to town. When the first 5 of us sneaked out of the class, we are acting like some robbers lookin fer some treasures in RP and are afraid to be caught. LOLS. Oh man.. we do look dat silly.. But that was fun okies !! How many can experience those thrills after sec sch days. Ate Kobayashi @ cineleisure while the majority had theirs lunch at cafe cartel[CC]. Had mini zi lian-ing at CC. DU TI !! next time then carry on with our zi lian-ing okies ? Then ponkers headed to the neo-print shop had photos takin !! loves loves <3 So nicely taken can. Sch day will be SOO damm boring without u guys here.

Then LF came dwn to meet me after her lasalle orientation. Sorry girl made u called 5 times. Paiseh lahs.. I taking pics ma dat time. Dun angry le okies. Then amy followed by liting came. We four hadnt meet fer such a long time le. Miss them lotsa. loves loves <3 As usual, we eat n eat n eat then shop n shop n shop. Ard 9, Liting's boi boi came n pick her up. Envy can ?! So sweet. Kept tellin liting to cherish her relationship with her boi. Cause I felt this guy realli can dote on her and love her alot. ^^ Realli felt so happi fer liting as she found the love fer her and ame too. Ame was aso damm high when she told me the good news. hahas. *it happened few days back. Hahs. Ame now dere is no need fer inno-look le eh. hahas. But if u want , I still can impart few skills to u de.. lols. Its gettin rather late . Update tml. =] tata.

* its always good to tell others if you want to quote or take something frm their blog even u are very close to them. It's a show of coutersy okies. =] thanks.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Listening to : Kai Chang Bai; Jolin tsai.

Again ; wild thoughts filled up my mind. I just cant help thinkin. A mixture of good and bad. Through the months , I seen who is true and whos nt. I can see clearly who is the ones who had been standing with me. I left somethings unsaid at my heart ; I chose nt to say it out cause I couldnt bear to put the hurtin truth into my mouth. But deep dere, I know what I want and I know who are my true frens. The real world is such a pathetic one. You might be seen with a lotsa of frens but how many are truly true to you ? Able to accept all your shortcomings and everything.

Lazy to write an "essay" thus bloggin in pt form.
* had congitive module today which makes my grp peeps want to get married. -_-''
* Didnt meet up with LF. -sorry girl.
* Went hm with sop , elena n jenny.
* Wasnt much of a good mood in the later of the day
* Learnt "california" from Khariul - continue my guitar lessons tml eh.
* Felt that "kai chang bai" this song suits my feelings now.
* Had arguement with mom again.
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I want this feeling to be true . can ?

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Listening to : Bei feng cui guo de xia tian ; JJ& Jin Sha

I am sOo tired today. but the weirdy me just feels like bloggin. It had been days that I lasted blogged. Didnt did much these few days. Hahs. Just a summary of what I did today and ytd ba. * STML. (short term memory loss)

18th July
Went to sch alone. Then reached sch ard 9am ? Had stupid sci module. Idoitic khariul kept irritating me. arghhs. My sci lesson is nv complete without him ^^ He always have plentiful of stuffs to make me laugh. LOL.Then wore my new sandals to sch and had painful blisters at my foot now. Damm pain can ? Well, ai mei jiu shi zhe yang de lahs.. Then sch as was usual monotonous. Before going hm , had dinner at mac with sqyin , wc and sop. We were a bunch of siao kias at there. Took plenti of diff type of sauces and sop started to mix them all together when we finished eatin. Dats gross okies. Took the train back hm with sqyin n wc. Wc was kinda of noisy in the train dat day. Aso dunno why. He was like damm high like dat. Ard 9, I went to take a look at my hp and saw a missed call frm wc. Then gave him a replied call and I just realised I forgetten that he wants to meet me ard 9. hahas. Nvm lahs. there are still other time.

19th July
Went sch alone AGAIN. hahas. Gave wc 18 morning calls this morning. Hahs. Then met martina and cristal on the way to class. They say I looked sick . Do I? Maybe ba. Havin flu and abit of cough here and dere. I think the main reason is bcox I am seriously lacking of my BEAUTY SLEEP !! Oh my, I realli need that. I find that guys in my class realli like to tease me alot. My whinings*whatever u guys call dat , "flirting" ard and claimin stuffs which I didnt do. But I enjoyed it cause it realli brighten up my day !! Though I get abit pissed off at times. Headed dwn to town with sop n zx. Sop bought her red bag and we had dinner at one of the unknown coffeeshop at FAR EAST. Actualli wanted to had the famous chicken rice fer dinner but dunno where the stall is after searchin high n low fer 15 mins ? Arghs, we dun hav much determination I know, I am damm hungry can. I seems to be eatin alot nowadays. MUST PUT A STOP TO IT !! DA DU TI !! STOP ME !!

I dunno am I thinkin too much or what. I hope I am but on another hand I dun. You seems to be different nowadays. Arghs. Dunno lahs. Take one step at a time.
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Monday, July 17, 2006

Listening to : Beautiful Love ; Tanya Chua

Now in the trend is not MSN LE !! WAKE UP PEEPS !! NOW IS THE TISSUE CHAT TIME !! I dunwan to elaborate. Its a secert between me n sop =]

I want my loved ones to feel my love fer them. I dunno what can I do , all I wish all these arent too late. If it is.. I am sorry. I shldnt neglected you. Arghs. I felt I am so much so like a devil =p I asked some of my frens, they said sometimes they felt they are left alone in this big lonely world. I always wanted to be a great fren of everyone !! Realli !! I am not bluffing okies . I want to be by every of my loved ones side whenever I can. But I guess .. 24 hour isnt enuff fer me to keep all my loved one .. To that someone who had been with me 5 ++ years , bud though sometimes we had some disagreements and disputes and bu shong with each other but I still believed our special bond is still dere fer us right ?

If you guys think I am neglectin u, pls tell me straight off. I might be unsensitive sometimes.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.
Your fortune:
Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Listenin to : Lydia ; F.I.R

Changed my blogskin after sOo many mths. I liked my previous skin alot. Maybe it depicts what ppl are now. Well, nth much special abt this skin. I go round findin fer ard a week before settling dwn on this. I am missing my old skin now. lols. well, felt kinda of attached to it . It accompanied thrghout plenti of my darkest moments. Well, I still keep the template of the old skin in case I miss it so badly and want to change it back. =]

Didnt went out today. Stayed at hm the whole day except in the moring went to buy sandals with mom. I had 1 new pair of heels and sandals in two days time =] And the most happiest thing is .. Mom paid fer it !! Normally , mom wont let me buy so much footwear in two day time especially I am in sch now * she has the thinkin that why buy so many things when u are still SCH-Ing ? lols. Bought my heel at ice lemon tee on the day when my slippers give its way and bought my neckerman flowerly sandals today !! Love it sOo muchies. When mommi says she wants to bring me to buy a better sandals instead of those chap-ba-lang ones , I was kinda of .. left unknown. Cause she said she wants to buy dunno what scroll brand sandal fer me. Then I was like.. Huh scroll brand one all very auntie lehs.. I was reluctant to go dwn to the shoes store initally but I am glad I did !! Okies. I noe, I need to hold back myself. Mommi promised to get me a pair of new jeans too by next mth. She said she is rather tight this mth cause she is attending some stuffs. =] Nvm, Prays hard I can get my desired jeans. Going out with amy tml. Then maybe go visit xiu jie after dat. Erm. gotta to go now. Blog again tml ya =]
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Friday, July 14, 2006

Listening to : Yu dao ; Er zhuo ju zi wen OST.

Woke up at 0815 today. Sch starts at 0830. But still went sch. I cant afford to be absent fer another time. I had cleared my "leave" fer enterprise module. Reached sch ard 0945. My first meeting ended by the time I reached sch. Nvm, I am a guai bao bao who goes sch no matter wat. * bleahs. I was so scared that I will be reprimanded by the fac but when I reached class , the fac had gone fer break. Oh my, then sam tell me that " do you noe dat carol [name of my enterprise module] is damm angry ?" I was like.. " HUH !! how huh.. die liao lahs" then he continued.. " carol says u can go hm liao she marked u absent liao.. u dun believe ask noor lohs.. " Then I turned to noor and asked him.. Omg. I was like wth.. How huh, what am I supposed to do. You cant be possibily tell me to go hm after rushing all the way dwn to woodlands. Then I kept pestering noor to help me to persuade carol nt to mark me absent. Then suddenly he says.. " gotcha !! carol didnt even come today" I was like , tmd. nvm.. After clearing stuffs with the idoitic fac [ later part of the story u will noe why i called her idoitic] , she said I had to work harder today fer my grades lohs..

Class was as usual, boring. lols. Had our discussion and carried on with our ppt. Then , nightmare started at the third meetin which is our presentation time. The lao cha bo fac nt onli timed us 10 mins fer each ppt , used sacarsm. when my team ended the ppt , she started to bomb us with stupid qns. More in-depth pls , she required. Wth. No matter what we say , she will nt be satsified and when we tried to shoot her back she tried to use unrelevant stuffs which we alreadli told her to shoot us back. Wtf right ? Nvm, she asked wc qns. then wc said something like " ok ok lohs.. " then she go wrote whatever wc said including the okok lohs at the board. Is like , do u have to go to this extend ? Even preetha is angry with her. cant be bothered to listen to her "model" ppt. if this happens during sec sch days, i shall make her cry her way out of the classrm. drats it. Then went hm with wc and sqyin. Hahas. I persuaded them nt to walk the " slope" cause I am afraid my slippers will give way again though its another pair. damm scary can. Wc seems to be more noisy in the train today. lols. Then there is one guy kept staring at me and wc in the train. Then when he got off the train, me and wc was like kept scoldin him.. say wat " see wat see lahs, wear pants so low can even see your cheapstate boxer. " omg. I can see very clearly his boxer lohs. Damm er xin can. You want to show aso show a nicer one lahs. sian diao. Hahs. I am tired. dats all fer today. tata ^^
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Listenin to : Tian Kong ; Jolin tsai

Had communication class today. Kinda of fun with censorship stuffs. I always enjoyed communication class cause I am good at it !! My pu tao ge wasnt very much in a good mood bcox of the ytd's incident which I dun wish to elaborate over here. Hahs, so much of a concidental I am in the same grp with him today. Though mananged to cheer him up ytd but he is still in a foul mood today, poor xueqi. kept kanna scolding frm him. * ray dun be so fierce lahs. Khariul was kanna sabo by us to be the leader though he says he dunwan . Well, girls in our class are dominant. Who tell u so suay in our class or rather in my class. lols.

Went hm with the gang. So suay, my slippers spoil half way while I am trying to climb the " small slope" across RP's traffic light. So paiseh lohs. I was like.. " WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ?!" Then the heroine of the day stepped in. She said " I give u my slippers. I wear yours" I was stunned cause I cant even walk with it and she volunteered to wear mines and give me hers. I am so damm touched. Truly touched okies. I didnt uttered a word throughout the whole journey to causeway pt. My feeling at the point is a mixture of guilt and gratefulness towards my heroine who is ELENA !! When we were walking halfway towards CWP, she took off my slippers and walked barefooted !! omg. I was so afraid that she might cut her foot as it is on the cement roads. Oh my. I was like.. I dunno what to say besides thanks to her. The only word comin out frm my mouth is " thanks" . I couldnt find a better word to express my gratitude towards her. RP is such a cursed place where everyone's slippers become spoilt easily. Syqin says since open sch till now, she had 3 slippers spoil. Omg. I think I shall start selling slippers in sch. There will be good business eh. *blinks.
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Listening to: Kao Jing yi dian dian ; Lara

* I am who I am , dun like me ? Scram off. I DUNNEED YOU to be in my life too.
* You dunlike me neither do I like you.
* I feelin damm pissed off now. ( it sounds very vuglar, i noe my 5n1(s) )

I am havin short temper these few days. Damm fustrated. It is just a shortage of one stupid zero DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP HARPING ON IT ?! I felt so fcuked up. I know its wrong , so ? Don't tell me you NEVER did a mistake in your ppt before. Okies, I am just feelin damm pissed off by this matter. As well as other stuff. If you did something , you jolly well admit it. Everyone knows whats going on , dun treat others like a fool cause we arent one.

As I said earlier on, I having short temper. Resulting me throw temper over small stuffs which usually I dun. I know its being ridiculous of me but sometimes things that you guys do made me damm.. But I know I am not throwin a temper over things fer nth. I wont throw temper when u did nth wrong. I said I am ridiculous of me for being throwing big temper over small mistakes that you made not throwing big temper fer nth okies. Sorry if my words hurt you.

I loved the way that some of my frens showed their love fer me. I love zl fer giving me his ultimate support and care & concern fer whatever I do. And comfortin me when I feelin dwn. I love amy fer giving her " precious " time to listen to my "childish" or unrelevant rantings at times even she is SOO damm busy with her projects. I love those who are there whenever I needed them even I " throw" them away when I am busy. SoO sorry my loved ones. Weeeeeeee. tml I am going to meet my vivi again. I gotta my "crystal clear" charm necklace. She is such a beauty even my mom say so. Blog again tml =]
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Monday, July 10, 2006

Listening to : till the end

A span of events happened in just few days. I am just too tired to put them into words. Just hoped that things will turn out fine. I hope.

Went NDP's family day with dad. Wasnt much of a WOW factor or rather it is quite sians. * piece of advice to all. " BRING YOUR OWN FOOD." there arent any food vendors there. Went off after my brother's parade. Then headed dwn to ECP fer my company's bbq. I miss them SOO
muchies. I didnt see some of them fer ages. Especially jialing , iris , edmund, mother hen and more .. didnt ate much either. Spent the whole nite playing with nigel. So cute. A violent lil boywho kept using the balloon sticks to "beat" me. lols. Then met up with LF and the rest. Had a piece of cake and mango madness snapple fer dinner. Yummy !! It had been ages that I ate cake liao =] Sat at coffee bean and chatted awhile. On our way hm , amy n kx fell aslp whereas Lf and I kept crappin with each other. LF says she wants to take a photo with my wu gui. lols. She says that my wu gui is damm pampered. Dun eat vegges . Onli eat prawn's head , sotong , beef , rice and sometimes chicken .. Dun eat those turtle food as she detest them onli eat when dere is nth fer her to eat. She also dun like to eat fishball and hotdog !! reason being fer nt eatin fishball cause it floats about and she might have to "chase" ard the fishball to eat it. To simplify , my wu gui is lazy . Lols. LF even suggest I can buy a print pad to let my turtle use. So LF could have the foot/hand print of wu gui. Sians diao.

Went out with zx ytd. Made me waited fer 15 mins. Tell me not to be late then.. Shopped ard bugis and bought our laptop bags. Then went to eat Sakae sushi's ala carte while waiting fer sop. Then headed dwn to bugis village where sop's shoppin sphree starts. She is like a bird who just got back her freedom. Lols. buy n buy non-stop. Then went back to bugis junction n ate curry fish balls !! yummy. Shopped ard fer another 2 hours before heading hm. Having sci presentation now. Sians. blog another ya. tata ~~
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Friday, July 07, 2006

Listening to: Jia Zhuang ; Jolin Tsai

So malu in class today. Simply made a fool of myself. Just want to dig a big hole and hide myself inside FOREVER !! lols. Nvm. my class peeps have lousy memory. Guys in my class are gettin madder.Kelvin kept making me laugh .. * sexy man arh? hahas. Irritatin kelvin is one of my fave pasttime in class!! Wc always something funni to make me laugh.. I simply love my class peeps. I love w25a's photo-takin sessions , giggling sessions, makin me ma-lu sessions. LOL. But then.. life couldnt that smooth sailing afterall. Hope that pu tao ge and that xiu jie can realli "make up" dun be angry with each other le lahs. Nth much to be angry or unhappy abt. Smiles =] Being sandwiched in the middle doesnt feels good. I felt very bad. Listening to both parties ranting makes me feel bad. Though I wasnt the reason which causes this but I considered a good fren for both.. And it realli makes me. arghh. forget it. They will be fine soon. I hoped. Then went hm with wc n zx today. wc seems to be rather quiet in the train. MAKE SOME NOISE WC!!

I was thinkin when I was walkin hm today.. If dat person loves you, he will love n accept all your short-comings. Why hide and act the way he likes. Get a life. Find someone who realli loves you fer who you are not what he/she wants you to.
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Listening to : nth

Random entry;
I always believed blogs are something which reflects on your feelings and emotions at that very point of time. I dun think hiding/making up some feelings are needed. I have come across ALOT of blogs saying feelings of theirs which are false. ( BOO !! those attention seekers !!)I find it childish , sick ; psycho. lols.
And below are my confessions ;
* I am in a foul mood today
* I am throwing my " da xiao jie" temper today
* I am hiding from some of my frens cause I dunwan to see them
* I love my class fer makin me laugh
* I hate myself fer being so uphappy
* I love amy fer being dere fer me
* I am still stuck at nowhere.*referrin to my emotion state.
* I find domo-kun cute.
* I still dun trust YOU.
Lastly, this is what I FEEL , I duncare what u think or what u say cause this is ME. =]
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

We started off with this..

Then I become crazy too..

Noor and sop become flower-idoits (hua chi)

Noor cant get the "dream guy" he wants and start to cry and act as a crybaby.

He became happy again when I entertained him =]

Monday, July 03, 2006

Listening to : Shen men yang de ai ; Jolin tsai

I want to hide myself. I want to be truly happy. Can I ? I want my 18th bdae celebration to be a memorable one. hais. Can I have it ? Like the one I had in sec 2 days. All my loved ones are dere to celebrate my bdae fer me. I am kinda of envy ame. Though she cancelled off the whole bdae party thing but her loved ones are still dere to give her their blessings and presents. Will my loved ones be dere during my bdae ? Or we are too busy with our stuffs and everyone starts giving reasons not to come ? Though dere is still a long time to my bdae but I cant help worrying . My loved ones are drifting away frm me. No matter how much I tried , I just couldnt get it back. I am sick of takin the initative all the time. Damm sick. You might be pondering why the sudden topic of bdae. Well, ame's bdae had just past and she had her memorable one . And LF and me were chatting abt "bdae" the night before. I am abit too paranoid now ; i think. Life have been tough these few mths. I had been strugglin inside. How I wished I have a rubbish bin and I could dump them all inside. Or.. should I wished fer I never met you guys before ? Well, I wont wished fer the later. Cause.. My life isnt complete without you guys here. But it seems your life is perfectly fine and complete even without me here.
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Saturday, July 01, 2006

Listening to : San guo lian ; Tank

I was pondering over what cw said just now. He said I looked much more mature nowadays. He said am I too stress ? Perhaps what he said is right. I seems to be stressing myself over sch work as well as other things. I wasnt that old me who used to lead a carefree life. As we grow up, more responsibility and stress are placed on us. Sometimes how i wish i can never grow up, never wanting to see the cruel side of life. I was chattin with zx ytd and I suddenly felt I am SOOOO much fortunate then some of my frens who are left alone in this world at a tender age or have to face up to reality much earlier then me. Thus the saying " cherish before you regret " is true. When they are gone and you want to cherish .. thats too late. Life doesnt leaves any place for regrets. Once you missed it you miss it for good. So cherish what is infront of you now. Time is running out fer me. When can you ever understand ?
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