I am such a pathetic lil thing. My bf have to very clever. My bf have to be sticky with me My bf needs to keep an eye on me. I knew if we were to stuck together, I going to cause lotsa of misery in the near future. I dont know what remedy shld I use. =(( I feel its so hard to breath now. And the past and the deeds I did makes me feel more guilty even more. I think you guys dont know what I am talking abt. Perhaps only the one who chatted with me last night knows what I mean.