Wanpin Tay
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I know. I am very special and impt in some ppl's heart. But sometimes, due to time constraint and work , I cant squeeze out time for everyone. I am a lousy fren at times or shld I say bad bestie.
Whenever I was down and out, surely there is someone there for me. May it be JCAPS(either one), good fren, dave, zl, besties in e36f and other last sem classes classmates. Sometimes, even ppl I am nt really close with showed me plenty of care and concern whenever I am down.
However, I am sucha lousy fren. Sometimes, I am the last to know what is going on. Sometimes, I thght you were just trying to start a normal conv and I took my own sweet time to reply you.
But my frens, just knew whats wrong with me when I had a change in expression or the way i talk. And that sweetie pie even offered to help me buy food today upon knowing I was lao-sai-ing the whole morning. Or that dave who always act like my "credit card" and laughed at me when I told him I was sick. But I know they all cared for me so much so. All of them treated me like their own sister, own family. But sometimes, I just couldnt squeeze out time for them. Just why. I hated myself today.
I sucha lousy bestie after 6 years. I am so lousy. so lousy. I am sorry ah yuk for not being there for you. I know you needed me the most at that point of time.I am so sorry. sorry. really very sorry.=((
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