Wanpin Tay
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TO : Passer by in wanpin's life
Had you ever heard of "Never measure friendship through quantity but by quality."
I have many friends,
But,how many in that many would really stand by me whenever I broke down in tears or down and out ?
Its ALWAYS that pathetic few who will really stand by me whenever I shouted out for "HELP" others would just " oh.".
I often think this way
"I took friends super duper serious but feel quite upset when I know that those best friends of mines doesnt regard me as their best friends and I jus get upset and become emo and start to think if these best friends of mines is worth to be inside of my's best friend category" ( zx say one)
I thght I am the only one who felt that way, FINALLY THERE IS OTHER PPL TOO !!
I am someone who thinks alot. I am someone who has alot of insecurity may it be a bgr or friendship, sometimes I just have no confidence at all.
But some friends, really gave me plenty of confidence and encouragement whenever I thght this friendship of ours is going to be gone.
AHAH, by now this post might surprised plenty I think.
To many, I am someone - who has many friends
- who is always that confident
- who is always that cheerful
- who is always that strong.
I AM NOT. I am just like any other ordinary people. I get emotional but I refused to let many know. FOR WHAT?! I mean, its pretty pointless for me to show it out and its only like this,others will come show care and concern. People who love me can understand everything when even I spoke nth.
Huiling once said " there is some ppl doesnt worth me treating them so good at all"
I lament abt the friendship built on superficial,spastic and some even just want to get closer to me just because I have many friends or I have that "shuai ge/mei nu" fren. =((
So sad right ?
On the another hand,tis was what happened ytd which really almost made me broke dwn into tears again.
I needed help. I called dumbass and when I told her what happened without even me asking her again, she say "ya, okay i will get it done."
That is really very very great of dumbass. =)))
I would nv want to lost you dumbass. DONT CRY WHEN YOU READ FINISH THIS OKAY !! =D
and to that passerby who thinks you are just a passerby in my life. you are not.
Some extracts from zx's fren blog ( its a good blog.)Labels: friends, thoughts
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