Maybe you read my blog, maybe you don't. But I just want to say..

What I wanted wasn't you. Be rest assured.

I still don't understand what causes the misunderstanding cause I am the SAME to everyone. Maybe like that you said, we got too close and I got too close and everything just freaked you out just like that.

Just then, I thought I had found a new and reliable brother/good guy friend agn and everything is gone right now.

Whose fault? It's mine.

I knew I was trying to get over it and I was trying to make use of you to stop myself from thinking to haywires but I think it's a bad plan somehow cause everything is crashed.