Wanpin Tay
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Listening to : Zhi Dui nI Shuo , JJ Lin
SoO many things happened recently. I dunno whether I am handling them in the right way. I wanted to tell you all my problems but I dun think I could . Well, life still have to move on I have to take one step at a time now . 4 more days to marciculation day !! I am excited yet nervous. *ponders what will my poly sch life like ? Is my classmates going to be those nerdy ones ? ToO arrogrant n stucked up ? Well, this is smth which you or me cant decide .
I am starting to be more truthful of myself. I am selfish at times I must admit, I arent that generous or self-less at times . Eg- for the appeal letter I could tell my frens at the first moment when my mom told me abt this option but I didnt. I am selfish cause I dunwan to kill another chance of my own. Call me selfish or wat but this is what you will do to protect your own self. But I dun think I am went toO far in the recent incident.
Do you think that everyone ard you is sOo nice just because you are cute/pretty/a hunk ? No ! Ppl are nice to bcox they have a motive , maybe bcox you are rich or u are influential . Initally some ppl at my work are simply cold n have the cant-be-bothered attitude towards me. When I just gotta into the company I hid the fact that xxx is my dad . Why? I wanted who are realli nice to me and those who are two-sided ppl. And this realli test them outta. hahas. Another is bcox I dun like tongues wagging ard. I dunwan others to say me that I gotta into the company bcox of my dad. But of course there are some who are realli nice ppl who treat me nice nt bcox of anything.
The more I want to break free the more I am trapped inside.
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