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Listening to : Shen men yang de ai ; Jolin tsai
I want to hide myself. I want to be truly happy. Can I ? I want my 18th bdae celebration to be a memorable one. hais. Can I have it ? Like the one I had in sec 2 days. All my loved ones are dere to celebrate my bdae fer me. I am kinda of envy ame. Though she cancelled off the whole bdae party thing but her loved ones are still dere to give her their blessings and presents. Will my loved ones be dere during my bdae ? Or we are too busy with our stuffs and everyone starts giving reasons not to come ? Though dere is still a long time to my bdae but I cant help worrying . My loved ones are drifting away frm me. No matter how much I tried , I just couldnt get it back. I am sick of takin the initative all the time. Damm sick. You might be pondering why the sudden topic of bdae. Well, ame's bdae had just past and she had her memorable one . And LF and me were chatting abt "bdae" the night before. I am abit too paranoid now ; i think. Life have been tough these few mths. I had been strugglin inside. How I wished I have a rubbish bin and I could dump them all inside. Or.. should I wished fer I never met you guys before ? Well, I wont wished fer the later. Cause.. My life isnt complete without you guys here. But it seems your life is perfectly fine and complete even without me here.
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