Wanpin Tay
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Listening to : Shi Jie Mo Ri ; Jay Zhou
Disappointments comes n go. It's part n parcel of life you might say. But I am so sick of handling the disappointments u are giving me. Its causing me great agony. =[
Went fer all four firework's display. Dazzled by the beautiful fireworks which brighten up the pitch-dark sky instantly, leaving behind memorable memories fer me. I like to use " linking words" Firework is beautiful . Thus I came out with this - All beautiful things cant last ; thats why its beautiful and people tends to cherish it more just like love ?
Woke up damm early today. Dragged my feet to the temple. Saw ah gong n my uncles over dere. When I saw ah gong had difficuities standing up after kneeling dwn fer a very very short time and almost fell, my heart sank at that moment. HEARTPAIN ARH!! he cant even support himself. Almost burst into tears but luckily I could hold back my tears or else so ma lu.. Sent ah gong back home in bro's car after dat. Sometimes, I wished I could spend abit more time with my ah gong n ma ma(mummi's mummi). Cause I have this concept of - they are so old alreadli how long can I see them ard. Choy choy. Though I know its inauspicious to say this and somemore this is the 7th mth. But its a fact right ? Not only our grandparents but our parents too. I am alreadli so old going to 20 in 2 years time. I dunno how of you out there felt this way but I defintely feel this way. I cherish my family alot now. Do you ?
I am so bad tempered at times. Feeling so high at a moment at another second I am putting on a sick face. Arghhs. I do hate myself fer being like this but I just cant helped it. Sometimes, I realli dun mean to be "mad" or "unhappy". Just feeling frustrated suddenly and started to throw temper and use sacarstic words to hurt everyone ard me. I also dunno whats wrong with me at times. Why cant I be like zl being so nochalant about almost everything and like jer have a high level of tolerance ? Nvm. Just hope that I dun go emo- dat often frm now on.
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