I am sorry to all;truly sorry. I shouldnt be kicking such a big fuss over something which is so tiny and unworthy. I shouldnt be ranting to juliana when she has her own things to bother with and shouldn't be throwing tanturms at some friends today. I shouldnt. I shouldnt do this. I don't know why am I like this.I feel so irritating and such a burden to others at times. I feel I am such a sickening idiot now. Just don't talk to me. I feeling so ugly deep inside.