Wanpin Tay
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i need a runaway from all this facade of glamourous.
I do feel tired at times.
I need care and concern at times.
I have my own bad temper day(s).
I don't understand having abit of tolerance and understanding from friends why is it so diff.
Try to put yourself in others' shoes and they will too; but its not the case now.
I tried to convince myself that no matter how bad was it outside I just have to hold on and friends would be dere fer me.
I tried. I failed. I cried. I run away.
Did any cared ? No, I think.
I think I am the pathetic one around. Not anyone else.
My friends don't even sense anything wrong when I don't talk that much.
Perhaps I am asking abit too much from my friends.
Perhaps I shouldnt.
Some ppl says time is not the everything to everything.
When you have long-time friends, doesnt means you know them well or vice versa.
Time doesnt represent anything anymore.
As you grew older, you have more"long-time" friends.
Does it means they know you very well ?
As i grew older, I find that my friendship stopped growing with me fer a very long time ago.
I seems to drift apart from my frens and don't get to understand them anymore.
Scheming, selfish, sacastic is what I saw.
Some friends could even forget or don't know that I hated green tea the most.
I am pathetic I know , I don't need tags to inform me that.
If I am pathetic so do you.
You and me are living in the same world with the same kind of fcuktards around.
Enjoy your stay in this fcukable world with the wonderful fcuktards.
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