Wanpin Tay
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everyone is leaving me behind.
It's tiring to be a two-way thinker. really. Putting yourself in other's shoes somehow makes you feel better aftering sorting out all the thoughts and trying to make that "person" look better but it somehow makes you feels that you are cheating on yourself. Perhaps, I am thinking abit too much afterall. I tend to trust ppl too easily and gave in my efforts and whatever shit to make a r/s works too fast too much. I guess I need to stop all this. I feel stupid. After doing so much stuffs which others might think it is only pittance. Well, we all have to accept it in one way or another.
I thought I found someone who dote on me. I thought that someone would be nice without any motives. I thought and I thought. It turns out to be "I thought". But maybe that someone is really nice to me without any motives ? Perhaps I was thinking just abit too much ? Perhaps. I dont know.
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