When,
I want to go overseas badly.
I know I am escaping frm smth again.
I discover whenever I hit a bad patch or whatever I tend to go for an escape or smth.
Avoiding things and people I don’t want to see.
I am starting to hate my surroundings.
As for..
People who starts doing the same thing that I done.
People are too fake for me to handle.
People who dig up all my deepest emotions and dump me aside when they digged finish everything of mine.
I know whos true and whose not.
I took off my protective shield and you ensured everything will be fine. But whats happening now ?
I am not emo.
Its all my thoughts and feelings I had been bottling up.
And after much thought, I can can conclude almost 99% of RP frens are just acquaintances. yes, mere acquaintances.
This blog of mine.
I put so much of my emotions inside.
Putting every single moment of my very true feelings.
Unlike other bloggers who blogged abt fakey stuffs, I can swear I don’t.
I am starting to regret for making my blog and personal life too public. But once again, I felt. This is a lil space of mine. For me to joint dwn my thghts and my frens to know whats going on with me now. I am so contradicting.
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