Wanpin Tay
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I am not perfect, I am not. If you knew how much of perfection I asked from myself and trying not to stress ppl ard me is so hard, you would know your stress isnt much as compared to me. Sorry, I am not saying how great I am in fact, I am telling you I can't take it anymore. Different individuals had been coming to me and telling me to give up. And I tried to hold on when it is slipping off. I thank those who tried their best to talk to me especially that cute boy ( you will always be cute.) though you didnt helped much at all. It had been a long time that I held to the phone with no sounds coming another side. *laughs. And adding on, thanks mei rer for understanding that much and make me cry when I msn-ed you. But still, thanks plenty. I am glad you know hows hard to drift. I hope I am not asking too much for friends who arent close or understand my mentality right now to ask what had happened to me. You guys shld know how I tick. I am asking for a escape route which I do not to cover and just leave like that. just like that. Can ?
when you asked me to be understanding, could you be understanding in the first place ?
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