Plenty of datelines to follow ever since this year starts.

The never-ending upcoming UTs, the dateline for certain parts of my FYP, the dateline of handling work for this and that, the dateline of fren's days, the dateline of "date-I-can-work" to be submitted ............... And this never ends !!

I don't know what to look forward to anymore.

I don't look forward to june hols though it means I going overseas (which make me alil happier)however the dateline of fyp report. And after 2 weeks hols, UT IS COMING AGAIN!!

I simply have nth to look forward to, seriously.

And I hate RP's UT. They nv give us format of the test and the 6P(or rather notes from faci) is quite useless at times, resources in the net is either chimology or CMI. So, tell us what to do ?

I am missing the times in year 1. That's the year which I can really have fun and stay out late even I have UT the next day. I can relax in class and blabber my way through and get A. NOW ?! I have to slog all the way and don't even get an A at times !! And you can have teammates telling you " eh wanpin, I dont know what to do" when you have plenty to settle on your own.

All I can say, if you are not someone who can't cope with stress, dont ever come RP. And if you can't cope with "what you give might not what you get", also dont come RP. If you have a choice, dont come RP.

But still, RP helps us to get the feel of what is the working society like as we meet different people almost every sem, we face with stupid faci, we endure with stupid teammates at times etc.

On another note, about sharing of notes. it sounds selffish when I said I dont want to share my notes. But do you know I SPEND THE WHOLE NIGHT BURNING THAT FREAKING MIDNIGHT OIL TO DO THEM AND WAS ENDURING THE PAIN OF MY MONTHLY AFFAIR TO DO THEM OUT ?! Sorry, I dont mean that I dont want to share but that was all my hardwork that I had put in. You want notes, do them yourself. I mean you dont understand, I can teach but its like.. notes is someone's effort for doing them. You can't expect someone to give you their effort just like that. I dont mind sharing notes at other times but the biomaterial one is really a killer. So, I am sorry. If you felt I am a fish monger, I have nth much to say also.

&&&I need to build up my patience nowadays or else I might just grab someone and kill them when they tell me " idk what to do" again.

Well, I am almost done with my screams.

bye!